Amajiki and bunny

A Kiss!?

At this point what I didn't realise was I had been balancing on my chair at a strange angle and as I moved in closer to him my chair tipped back ever so slightly.
My eyes widened as I fell backwards letting a out a little scream, my legs flew up into the air as my skirt lifted up, I tried to grab his arm as I fell but slipped and hit the floor with a bang.
My skirt was up by my waist by now and Amajiki was staring at me with the reddest cheeks I'd ever seen.
I quickly brushed my skirt back down and covered my face with my hands feeling extremely embarrassed, not only from that but from the fact I wanted to kiss him and i felt like it almost happened!! I needed to stop getting my hopes up but they just kept invading my mind.

"a-are you OK?" Amajiki offered his hand to help me up.
I nodded still looking away from embarrassment and took his hand, it felt like electricity ran through my body from his touch.
I don't think being this close to him was good for me, my body felt so weak and needy... I need to leave.
"I-I'm sorry, I'm s-so clumsy" I blushed my ears drooping.
Amajiki suddenly started to laugh softly "ha, I'm sorry, I'm glad you're OK, I just can't believe you fell" he smiled.
The look on his face was so cute I felt so happy just looking up at him when he seemed happy.
I bit my lip "I didn't realise I was tilting the chair" I blushed beginning to feel awkward as we almost talked about what happened, what do I do now?!
"d-do you want to finish maths and then we can continue tomorrow?" he asked starting to look shy again.
I nodded standing my chair back up and sitting on it silently finishing our revising.
It felt a bit more awkward and quiet now.
But when it happened he also got close to me, or was I imagining things as I moved myself.
He was definitely more confident.
I couldn't focus on the maths at all, all I could think about was the way his hand cupped my cheek and his thumb brushed against my lips...
I blushed hard and looked at him out the corner of my eye, he looked so nervous sitting there but when that happened he was so alluring and he felt powerful to me.
I couldn't believe he actually did that.
He looked over at me "I-I'm done" he blushed as I closed my book quickly "m-me too!" i lied.
My brain was going overboard so I couldn't focus at all, I was too busy daydreaming.

We both stood up and awkwardly walked to his door as he opened it and I stood outside looking up at him.
"t-thank you for helping me" Amajiki bit down on his lip looking away from me.
"t-thank you t-too, especially with maths" I giggled trying to lighten the awkward mood.
He looked back at me and smiled softly, his cheeks looked so soft and kissable when he smiled.
"well, g-goodnight" he stuttered a little.
I needed to do something, maybe I should start showing him I liked him? I had to do something, anything!?
I scrunched my face up and got the courage up to finally attempt something.
I tiptoed up to him and softly put my hand on his cheek stretching upward to quickly press my lips against his cheek and pull away as soon as they had touched.
My heart was racing, as if I actually just kissed him on the cheek!?
"g-g-goodnight" I stuttered bright red looking up at him for half a second before quickly walking away.
His face was all red and he looked kind of shocked, I wondered, did I just ruin our friendship?

I got to my room and jumped up excitedly, I couldn't stop thinking about the almost kiss! I felt so happy, so excited yet so anxious too.
I had to tell Nejire!
I messaged her quickly what had happened and my phone buzzed soon after 10 seconds of sending it.
She couldn't be that quick to reply could she?
I saw Amajikis name show up on my screen... No I didn't accidentally send it to him did I!?
I reluctantly opened my phone and his message... Phew!
I didn't, he had just sent me a message.

Amajiki: thank you again x
Me: thank you too! x
Amajiki: I'm really looking forward to Saturday, goodnight x
Me: me too! Goodnight Amajiki x

I felt my heart race, I don't remember texting him for a while now.
I sighed happily, it felt like life was turning out good for once and things were finally going my way.
My phone buzzed again as I finished putting my pj's on.

Nejire: OPEN YOUR DOOR RIGHT NOW!!!! X

I smirked and quickly headed to my door and opened it as Nejire ran in slamming the door behind her.
"you almost kissed!?!?" she jumped up and down with me as I giggled happily.
"ANDDDD you kissed him on the cheek! I can't believe it, you finally made the first move!" she sat down asking me to explain everything in full detail.

"so, d-do you maybe think he could like me too? Or am I giving myself hope that I shouldn't be" i asked anxiously fidgeting with my hands.
She pulled a face "of course he does! I've told you before but you wouldn't believe me" she laughed.
"I still can't believe it, I just don't want to ruin our friendship though" I sighed.
She shook her head "you won't! Just make sure Kimi doesn't know about this, she won't be happy" Nejire smirked a little.
I felt kinda bad, if she did actually like him, I'd be devastated if this situation was reversed.
But she just gave off bad vibes, for some reason I didn't think she actually liked him.
I felt so confused by her, maybe it was all my over thinking.

After talking for an hour Nejire left as I felt exhausted and needed some sleep before tomorrow.
The next day I put extra care into my makeup and hair to try and impress Amajiki, I was still unsure if he liked me that way but now I felt a little bit more positive about it.
I hopped downstairs to get breakfast on my own as I had woken up early from excitement of seeing Amajiki.
"hey!" Mark walked into the kitchen starting to yawn.
"you're up early" he smiled as I jumped a little, I didn't realise others got up this early too.
"m-morning" I stuttered turning to face him as he blushed a little seeing my makeup.
"your makeup looks good today" he smiled.
I felt so happy someone had already noticed! I just hoped amajiki would too.
"thanks" I smiled finishing my breakfast.
Maybe I could ask another guy about how guys show how they like a girl.
"h-hey, I know this is a weird question, but if y-you liked someone, how would you s-show it?" I asked starting to blush.
He furrowed his brows and rested his hand against his chin "hmm, id compliment them and try to make them feel as good as possible, but I wouldn't want to make it too obvious, you know just in case they didn't like me back" he looked directly at me starting to giggle.
I blushed starting to think, amajiki had complimented me recently! He also makes me feel better about myself in situations too.
This was actually looking hopeful!!
I still wouldn't be able to tell Amajiki I liked him though but I hoped I'd build up the courage to one day.
Well I'd rather he would tell me, that's if he actually liked me, I felt way too nervous even thinking about attempting to do that myself.
"why?" Mark smirked.
"o-oh, no reason" I blushed standing back up from the table putting my rubbish in the bin.
"I think you like someone right?" he stood up too.
"nooooo" I pretended to laugh.
"who is it?" he walked closer to me, I blushed why was he this close to me, i felt so nervous.
He bent down to face me properly "you're blushing, you can't lie very well" he lightly brushed my cheek with his fingers causing me to back into the wall.
"I-I'm always blushing, I'm nervous all the t-time" I stuttered, I couldn't risk him knowing I liked amajiki.
He smirked at me "you know, you're really cute when you're nervous" he stared directly into my eyes, my heart raced, what was happening!?
I didn't know if I liked this or whether I was just nervous.
My eyes darted around the room, eye contact made me a little uncomfortable sometimes.
I saw Amajiki look at us with raised eyebrows and quickly walk away.
Why did he leave!?
"s-sorry mark could I just" I slipped away from him jogging down the hallway after Amajiki.
I turned the corner and he wasnt there? I walked around for 5 minutes and couldn't find him, I hoped he was OK, maybe he was regretting what happened last night, I felt anxious again now.
I sighed and got dressed and walked to school with just Nejire.

"h-have you seen amajiki today?" I asked nervously.
"I saw him with Mirio earlier, but not after that why? Do you want to kiss him?" she giggled.
I blushed starting to smile again "I just want to know that he's OK from what happened yesterday you know" I shrugged a little.
I felt happy that we had became closer.
"I bet he's going to kiss you soon...even though he's super shy, you'll have to show him you really like him" she smirked as we reached the door.
"I already did try, last night remember haha I kissed him on the cheek and-" I stopped as we walked through the door.
My heart stopped and I dropped my bag on the floor from shock.
I turned and ran quickly to the toilets, I felt sick, tears were falling quickly but no sound was coming out my mouth.
My mind wouldn't stop going over what I had just witnessed.