Amajiki and bunny

Emotion Overload

Wait, were we walking to class!?
I pulled on Nejires blazer sleeve "I-I can't go, please" I blushed a little feeling embarrassed.
She turned and stopped "you can't miss class because of this, here" she got a makeup wipe out of her bag.
I quickly wiped my face properly and got the remaining stains off.
"Nejire p-please-" I tried to speak.
"listen, you're here to become a hero aren't you? You got in from recommendation, there's millions who would love to be here, you're not here to get a boyfriend so do your best today, we will be there for you right Mirio" she smiled as he nodded.
We got to the classroom door "I'm going to speak to him tonight" Mirio smiled.
I shook my head "no- no don't, he likes her not me, thats his decision, we can't change it because we don't like it, I can't stop his feelings for her" I stopped Mirio as he cocked his head to the side like a cute puppy.
"no, it's not that, I'm confused about something he told me, something doesn't add up, it's hard to explain sorry Clara" Mirio smiled as we walked through the door together.
My heart ached as I saw Amajiki sitting in his seat alone.

He looked up at us and I rushed to my seat behind him, I wondered if he knew I saw them both kissing.
I sat down and Amajiki quickly turned to me, I couldn't help but look at him, I was so drawn to him even when I didn't want to look at him, I didn't want him seeing me with puffy red eyes.
I felt my heart ache as I looked back at him.
"hey Clara! Where did you go earlier?" Mark popped up in front of my desk covering my view of Amajiki.
I jumped back a little still feeling a little on edge from what I had witnessed "o-oh sorry" I looked down, at least talking to Mark right now would help getting my mind off of what happened, I hoped anyway.
"huh, weren't you wearing makeup this morning or am I still half asleep, didn't you like it?" he asked as I felt my cheeks go red, he was a little too loud, wait Amajiki saw me a tiny bit this morning too would he also notice my makeup had suddenly disappeared.
" y-yeah I didn't like how it turned out" I lied trying my best to smile and act normally.
"aw that's too bad, I thought you looked really pretty this morning" he stood up winking before going to his seat.
I think if I wasn't so sad his compliment might have seemed better.
I put my head down on my desk and waited till I heard Mr Aizawa arrive to class.

After an OK-ish lesson we all got let out for lunch.
I sighed as I stood up, I felt tired from overworking my brain.
I joined Mirio and Nejire, was Amajiki and Kimi together now then? Or what? What did the kiss mean?
I cuddled into Nejire not wanting to think anymore as my head was aching thinking about this whole situation.
"do you think we should go, she's still talking with him" Nejire asked Mirio.
"hm, I guess so, he'll join us there I'm sure" Mirio smiled at me, but his eyes looked unsure.

We sat down in the cafeteria, I didn't feel hungry at all, I still felt awfully sick so I didn't get any lunch when Nejire and Mirio did.
"hey! You need to eat" mirio tapped the table to get my attention as I was looking down tiredly.
Nejire looked at me pleading me with her puppy dog eyes.
I shook my head "I-I can't, I feel like I'll throw up if I eat anything" I looked around.
I felt so stupid, even with this all happening I couldn't help myself from looking out for Amajiki and wonder what he was doing, where was he?
"At least go get a plain onigiri, they're only small, you need some sort of energy" Nejire insisted.
I sighed standing up as she smiled at me giving me a thumbs up.
I made my way to the queue holding onto my plain rice ball standing there waiting to pay for it.
Someone suddenly tapped my shoulder "I see we're both having the same lunch today" they spoke as I turned.
"I-I'm not hungry so-" I began to speak but stopped as my eyes reached amajikis.
I felt my entire face light up red, my body felt like it was trembling, it's not like I could avoid him, I didnt want to anyway but for today I really wanted to be alone.
My eyes felt like they were starting to fill back up with tears, I couldn't cry in front of him! I hated that I was so emotional, it made me feel and look weaker, and I was already quite weak.
I turned quickly looking at the queue.
"w-why aren't you hungry? M-maybe I could get you a cheesecake, you liked it a lot last time" he offered.
That made me feel worse as my heart ached, just remembering good memories and him now being so kind to me made me still fall for him.
But I couldn't! He was in a relationship now, I had to try and stop these feelings from growing.
"I-I'm fine, I just don't feel well today, and my hay-fever is bad" I lied quickly.
I realised after it was a bad lie as it was now winter and my hay-fever was always bad in spring.
I just wanted everything back to normal.
"o-oh, will you be OK?" he asked as I nodded paying for my food.
I finished and went to walk away but felt I couldn't move away from him, it was like my heart was connected to him, even if I wanted to walk away I couldn't, I wanted to be by his side.
I waited for him to pay too and stood by his side, I still wanted to spend time with him and talk to him but I couldn't help but feel heartbroken right now.
I'd have to get it together soon, I at least wanted to stay friends with him, even if it did make me feel exhausted from my emotions going crazy.