Amajiki was pressed to the wall by kimi and they were... Kissing.
As I reached the toilets i let out a sob, was this really happening!? As if I believed he liked me, I shouldn't have gotten that confident last night.
I shook my head looking at myself in the mirror in front of me, my mascara was running down my cheeks staining my face.
Why would he like someone like me anyway, there was so much wrong with me.
The door to the toilet suddenly swung open as I turned around in case another student saw my face.
"hey its me" Nejire spoke before wrapping her arms tightly around me stroking my hair silently as I cuddled into her not being able to help but cry.
I guess she had saw too.
I pressed my face against her, I didn't want her to see my disgusting face right now.
"you'll be OK, don't worry, t-this has to be a misunderstanding" she looked confused and upset too.
I felt physically sick, there's no way I could go to class today, I couldn't face either of them, I'd probably just end up embarrassing myself by crying, I felt so pathetic.
My mind was going overboard with 'what ifs', confusion and wondering what last night meant to him instead.
"I-I need to talk to mirio, I texted him before I ran here, I'm just going to tell him what happened and I'll be right back will you be OK here?" she asked as I nodded sadly.
"OK ill be as quick as possible I'm sorry" she frowned before running out the door.
I couldn't speak at all, my voice felt like it would crack if I attempted it.
I tried to wipe my tears away but they just kept falling, I felt like I shouldn't be crying, I only knew him for like a month, my feelings couldn't possibly be this strong for him... Right?
I felt so heartbroken, as if I thought I had a chance with him, especially against someone like Kimi.The door soon swung back open, damn that was quick Nejire...
It wasn't her.
I turned nervously to see Kimi smirking going to the mirror, her mouth looked a little swollen and her lipstick was slightly smudged, I felt my heart fill with pain just seeing her.
I tried to hide my face but she had definitely saw me and my makeup stained cheeks and eyes.
She touched up her lipstick in the mirror as I stood there awkwardly, I was still trying my hardest not to cry, I didn't want her of all people to see me like this, to see that she had got to me.
Although she definitely knew it.
I couldn't move, my body felt frozen in place and I couldn't leave.
I felt so anxious, extremely upset and yet I was angry and wished I could confront her, but I just couldn't.
Plus, why did I want to do that? If they really did like each other it wasn't up to me to be salty about it, but I couldn't help these feelings flooding my mind.
I tried to wipe away my mascara from my cheeks and tried my best to ignore her, I guessed she knew I saw them, maybe when I dropped my bag it made her open her eyes."hey! Don't ignore me" she pulled my shoulder to make me face her and meet her eyes.
I felt her eyes on mine, I could feel that mine were red and puffy, she knew what she'd done.
I felt like I was shaking, I couldn't tell if it was anxiety or anger, maybe a mixture of both at once.
I didn't speak, my voice wouldn't come out and my throat felt so dry from crying it was beginning to become painful.
"I've told you, don't try to compete with me, I'll always win" she smirked down at me.
I just wanted her out of my face, just seeing her this close gave me flashbacks to her kissing him.
My chest ached from stress and heartbreak.
"look at you, weak little rabbit" she flicked one of my ears back as I flinched.
I looked away, I just wanted to go home, back to England, this was all too much.
"now he's mine, I can do what I want to him, I'll get rid of his shyness and make him better watch me, and you'll just be a lonely anxious mess, look at you, so pathetic you can't even talk, you've got problems you know, you're shaking, you're that scared of me!"she laughed about to turn away.
Anger built up inside of me, stop acting like he was some property to own! He was his own person not yours! Was what I wish I could say.
He doesn't need fixing, he's perfect as he is, stop making out that anxiety makes people pathetic! If she says that about me, that also means him too!
This bitch!
I surprised myself as I suddenly kicked her in the side sending her flying backwards.
I couldn't help myself but my eyes widened as I didn't mean to use that much power.
She flew near the door but stopped herself with her large wings to steady herself.
I couldn't believe I had actually done that!? I had to get a hold of myself, I couldn't just go around kicking people that made me angry and jealous.She glared at me, her eyes looked sharp.
"d-don't hurt him" I stuttered embarrassed by my own voice cracking.
I started feeling light headed as my anxiety was building up and filling me.
"oh, do you not care about yourself? You're the one I'm going to hurt!" she launched forward propelling herself with her wings sharply.
I hopped out of the way as she went into the wall, I hopped quickly out the door clumsily falling out of it.
I looked up and saw Nejire and Mirio who stopped running as I fell in front of them.
Kimi stormed through the door and stared down at me on the floor angrily.
Passing students looked up confused and started to whisper.
Kimi had clearly noticed as her personality switched just before Nejire and Mirio could speak up.
She smiled and pulled me up "be careful Clara" she smiled sweetly.
I felt shaken, how could her personality change so fast!?"hey! Hold on, what's happening?" Mirio looked serious for the first time ever holding me back by my arm.
Nejire just stared at kimi with intense and concentrated eyes.
Mirio looked down at me before whispering to Nejire "she's shaking, something happened" I over heard.
Nejire stood in front of me, I felt so protected but I felt so bad for them having to get involved, I didn't want them getting hurt too.
I took a breath in "I-it's fine, nothing happened" I looked up at them both as Kimi smiled.
"let's just go" I looked back down, I felt a little light headed, I needed to sit down.
Nejire and Mirio nodded and walked off with me as I turned back to see Kimi raising her eyebrow at me and whisper "good choice".
YOU ARE READING
Amajiki and bunny
FanficClara recently has transferred to UA from England, she's a nervous girl with a rabbit quirk who finds it hard to make friends. But is pleasantly surprised when she meets 3 great people on the first day of school, and one of them is more intriguing...