Amajiki and bunny

That Was An Accident

"You remember what she said to you don't you?" I looked down sadly.
He sighed a little as I bit my lip building up the courage to sit closer to him on his bed.
"j-just to let you know, you're not useless, you're really intelligent, caring and you're not a burden to anyone OK" I blushed.
He seemed to be ignoring me.
"I know you won't listen to me, I'd be the same if someone insulted me... But, did you really want to break up with her? Is that why you're upset?" I asked worried if it was true.
"I-I'm glad I broke up with her, I erm didn't want to be with her but I still feel awful I wasn't good enough, plus it's hard to ignore what she said when that's how I actually feel" he sighed against his pillow.
I couldn't help but feel happy that he never wanted to be with her, that also meant Mirio wasn't lying to me.
"I know you won't listen to me but you don't need her opinion, one day you'll get a girlfriend you actually like and she'll love you for you, she won't try to change you because... Well b-because you're perfect, anyway, do you remember m-much else?" I blushed from complimenting him, I felt a little nervous that he'd rememeber Kimi shouting about me liking him.

He looked up at me and lifted his head blushing "d-did I do something I should remember?" he worried.
"no, no I just wondered, you were a little more confident though so you did act a bit differently" I giggled trying to make him comfortable.
"how embarrassing, I'm glad I don't - o-oh, no" he blushed covering his face with his hands.
"w-what? You remembered something?" I asked anxiety filling me.
"I'm sorry, I feel so embarrassed, are you OK?" he asked.
Oh, so it wasn't what Kimi had said about me liking him, so it must have been the kiss!?
I blushed harder "d-dont worry you were just kissing it better" I scratched the back of my head.
He looked up confused moving his body to sit up and face me "w-what!? I kissed you!?" his eyes went wide, oh shit! What did he remember instead!?
"y-you kissed my back, j-just to make it feel better remember? I bruised it... Sorry, I bet you're glad it wasn't a real kiss, what was it that you remembered?" I blushed holding my face in my hands from embarrassing myself, I can't believe I just told him myself on accident!

"I-I remembered pulling you onto my lap to warm you up not k-kissing your back... I'm s-sorry" his entire face went red.
He didn't need to apologise, I liked it, I smiled a little at him to try and make sure he knew I didn't mind "d-dont worry, I don't mind" I felt my cheeks become warmer as I looked at his humiliated face.
"y-you didn't mind?" he looked up.
"ah, well you did make me feel better" I hid my face in my hands "anyway don't worry, do you want to come downstairs?" I asked feeling awkward from admitting he made me feel good.
"maybe later, I still don't feel great and I don't know how I'll react when I see Kimi" he sighed looking back towards the floor, I felt horrible that Kimi made him feel this upset.
"will you be OK? You can text me or the others if you feel bad right?" I got up making sure he knew we were there for him.
"mhm" he looked up as I moved.

I went to walk away but I didn't want to leave him like this, although he did seem to want to be alone for a while.
I breathed out quickly and turned to him building up the courage to hug him.
Because he was sitting at the end of his bed he was in an awkward position.
I quickly knelt before him and wrapped my arms around his waist putting my head against his chest, I could feel his heart beating, it began to speed up, I must have surprised him.
He rested his head atop of mine and pulled me closer, he felt so warm and I just relaxed in his arms, I hoped I made him feel even a little bit better, I just wanted him to not worry about her words.
I pulled away blushing standing back up quickly "you know I really did miss you when we didn't speak for a few days" I blushed before heading out of his door.
I was too nervous to see his reaction but I wanted him to know I didn't want that to happen again and I wasn't sure if he remembered me saying that last night I just wanted to repeat it just in case.

I hurried down the stairs to my friends "you were gone a while, is he OK?" Nejire asked.
"he does remember what Kimi said, I think it's really getting him down, he has a headache too" I explained.
"I don't know why he cares what she thinks, he didn't even like her" Mirio sighed.
I understood though, I care about what everyone thinks about me, i wish I didn't, but I do.
"did he remember kissing your back?" Nejire asked looking excited, my eyes darted away from hers as my cheeks started to burn again "w-well, I erm accidentally told him myself" I pressed my lips together feeling flustered.
Mirio started laughing as Nejire shook her head "that's so typical" she giggled, I scrunched up my face and smiled a little.

After an hour of chatting with my friends Mirio stood up "right, I'm going to bring him down here" he walked off upstairs.
I guess he needed to get him out of his room and try and get his mind off of all the bad things going around it, he probably didn't want to but I felt better that he'd be with us and not alone.
"hey hey, sooooo, he's single now, are you going to try and get his attention?" Nejire winked.
"w-what, no, I couldn't do that yet he's still sad, plus like I've already said he doesn't like me like that" I rolled my eyes.
"why do you think that, he's shown you a lot that he likes you?" she looked over confused.
"I-I just don't see why he'd like me, yes he's said certain things and acted like he likes me sometimes but I can't help but think I'm just imagining it, no boys ever liked me before Mark did and I still felt like he didn't like me either" I sighed.
"did you two ever kiss?" she asked.
My cheeks went red "n-no" I didn't exactly count the kiss on the cheek.
"damn, that's disappointing, guess Amajiki will have to kiss you" she smirked.
"just because he's kissed my back while drunk doesn't mean that he'd want to kiss my lips" I smirked rolling my eyes.

Mirio soon came back down the stairs dragging Amajiki with him, Nejire nudged me as he sat down next to me "I'm glad you've came downstairs" I blushed trying my best to be confident, he nodded still looking a little anxious.