you're my nightmare, and i love you✔️ {p.jh+k.yh}

[nine]

"I hope that this thing is working well...yup! good enough!"

okay, well, this school is getting a little out of hand. first, they didn't have a lot of time to get the concert on, so only the band had to decorate their things correctly. not to mention that there are more than just them as a band, but there are five more groups who performed as well. but as the school is ending and their tasks are getting harder, they have little time to get the large field ready for entertainment. in the school news, there was a small survey led by one of the newspaper editors of the school, to pick the best band. after finding the answer, they will put their answers in a box near the gym's entrance door. and here we have wonpil yelling at the other band groups that the mic is working as good as it was a year ago.

the final exam took three days, with six tests to determine their understanding of the lessons they have studied for the school year. fortunately for younghyun, he could get some subjects as best as he can, and some, not good enough. some are helpless and have no other choice but to cheat from jaehyung. but knowing jaehyung he would end up taking younghyun's answers. so before every test, they made sure to cheat each other so that they can have their grades better than answering themselves. besides, their teacher is using her airpods while checking the tests from lower grades, so it's easy to cheat.

anyways, since the exams are over the boys have something to do which is the concert. younghyun thought of some songs to come up with near the last second, and some things he needs to confess. you see, he didn't have the nerves to talk to his mom that he's... different. he likes guys and when he told her that he is, his mom lets out her confession as well. she doesn't have a choice, that is. her life is less in color when she met younghyun's father, and everything just turned upside down when she met someone that could change her life to a happier one.

about the dream that younghyun is still having, he has not found out who the person is. to his surprise, the dreams turn to be good ones. maybe because of the finals that are ending or he felt like the weight being thrown to him is thrown away, but the main thing that he knows is that he didn't really care about that dream anymore.

younghyun, no.

"I found the fucking sheet that I lost b-"
"here we go again."

"how did I even find this?" younghyun shouted in joy as dowoon shook his head and laughed. "it's maybe because you have lots of sheets of music like that?"

younghyun looked at his bag that has way too many papers in it. "maybe. but I have not come up with the title of this one."

"I loved you. look at the lyrics, i think this one is the chorus." jaehyung spoke up as he was about to open a wire for his electric guitar. "I guess it suits a guy like you."

"heh. I think I should write that."

Nan neoreul wonmanghae
Tto neowaui siganeul miwohae
Neoreul ilheobeorin nan
Modeun ge muuimihae

Geuriwohaji anha nan
Nega bogo sipeun ge anya nan
Naege jwiyeojun neoui sarang You
Gieokhaenaego sipji anha Oh

Really I loved you
Neomu saranghaesseunikka geureon geoya
Ijgo sipeodo ijji moshanikka
Geuraeseo neol ijgo sipeun geoya
...

did he see two people fighting?

i think it's my mom. and dad.

it was an early christmas morning when his dad showed up in the front porch. maybe around four in the morning. the boy's eyes stayed fully awake while his entire body still feels like dying. the window has its covers opened, so that means his mom has went to the room before. jisung is still sleeping, thankfully. younghyun lift his body off the bed before rubbing his eyes to slowly open the door, revealing his parents fighting downstairs. scared, he could only hear them speaking.

"what are you doing, it's four in the morning and you decided to show up? I waited the entire night? you didn't even want to have some food!"

"shut up, old lady. I've had enough of your screams. just go up and sleep."

"what do you mean, go up and sleep? I can't sleep because I wanted to waited for you. I can't sleep because you freaking had to let me wait!"

"GET OUT OF HERE! I CAN TAKE CARE OF MYSELF!"

yells from his parents made him get back to his room. but he stayed until his mom went up to her room. "hyun, what are you doing here?"

"mom, I'm scared. why are you yelling at dad?"

"because he didn't come home until this hour. please go to sleep, my dear." she smiled and assured the little boy, holding the boy's hip, then kissed his forehead before walking away.

...

even those kind of memories, the bad ones last and it kept on tempting those who has experience it themselves which is why younghyun wrote this song because it came back to him again right before the exams. not to mention, he didn't study for history that day because he thought that history isn't that hard assuming that his final grade before the exam isn't that bad. and he too, really want to get rid of his dad to save his mom and brother, who probably had seen him drunk and tossing, throwing, and destroying everything in his path. he destroyed the family.

a few hours pass and most of the people who are decorating the town hall left. even some of them only went out to get ice cream across the street. younghyun went back home to get some shut eye because seriously, that is one heck of excercising because he kept on climbing on things to put a banner above the entrance of the town hall, which they will hold their concert with the other bands.

"hey, would you-"
"ahh, you scared me- oh."

the younger got a little surprised to see jaehyung catching up to him wearing a casual black t-shirt with a guitar outfit that slings on his shoulder. "did you bring your car with you? we can walk together." what a surprise.

...