you're my nightmare, and i love you✔️ {p.jh+k.yh}

[sixteen]

walking out of the awkwardness, he said sorry to the poor bypasser that he hugged a while ago.

how is jae even in canada? impossible. i must be stupid. he whispered in his heart as he walked towards his car, and speeded off with red blush from being so embarassed. even his co-worker can see him through the store doors and giggled as she count the money in the cashier station.

placing the plastic bag on the passenger's seat, he smiled to himself like a crazy person because he was thinking of what jae would have been doing now. maybe still in the same town when they were still in high school.

"how embrassing." younghyun said to himself again. idiot.
...

it rained again and he felt like hes about to close his eyes and sleep. even if it's noon, he would drift off to sleep. since it's a holiday today, he wouldn't mind.

but he wished that it's sunny. he would see people walking on the streets eating ice cream as they laugh with their friends. he rarely goes out. not when he is busy making music. it calms him but most importantly makes him more productive.

sighing over and over again, he checked his phone for any interaction from his group of friends who he met in canada. they dont usually answer or show up a lot.

he suddenly thought of his old account.

the password is still the same, but a few years ago his father told him to log out from that. the man made his son a new email so whenever he texts someone it has to be from that account. younghyun obeyed him for three years, but it's time he see what has been going on after he left.

what?

his phone started ringing like crazy, the boy flipped his phone and clutched his chest, breathing abnormally. he got calm after that picked the gadget from the rug on the floor.

you have been invited to "crackheads".
jae🐓-------------------- 37 notifications.
sungsung -------------- ha idiot
jamieyo😌------------- 2 notifications.
you have missed 18 calls from jae🐓, mom, and sungbob.

younghyun smiled to himself. he didn't reply to jisung's "ha idiot".

bri☁
I spilled lipstick in mom's valentino white bag and it was black
dude help me mom's gonna kill me
jisung please

sungsung
ha idiot

idiot. he told himself, still smiling as he remembered that he literally spilled one as he saw that his mom bought one. when he opened it, the lipstick fell down and he has to also himself physically and mentally. but who cares, his mom never noticed anyway.

jaehyung did have 37 notifs. he scrolled up, and saw that the replies come in gradually, not 37 at once.

jae actually misses me. he misses me.
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im high sorry for this ugly chapter