you're my nightmare, and i love you✔️ {p.jh+k.yh}

[twenty]

younghyun woke up surprised, looking around his tiny bedroom, then sighed in relief. it wasn't the scariest but it's definitely scary.

he took his blanket out of the way and touched his face, and tried to close his eyes to sleep again. the dream was not pleasant but there definitely was jae. jae wasn't always there with him physically but somehow through dreams he would see him. he can't ask how he was doing, or what is he going to do with life, or did he miss him, but it's already enough that he sees the boy in his dreams.

is he really falling in love with someone he did not see for three years?

younghyun slapped himself awake and checked his phone, seeing if there are any messages from his old account. it was said like this:

jaehyunghyung
hyun, did you?
woah
I thought you forgot about me
what happened to you?
I missed you.

bri☁️
I'm sorry.
my dad, he told me to leave
I'm in canada rn
I want to go home

younghyun wanted to go home. he wants to see their ultimate maknae dowoon aka drum, bob, and onefeel, an emo kid at the back, jamie who just recently moved to the town and he made friends for only a few months. many of his other friends but most importantly jaehyung, who he probably had fallen in love ever since they part.

if they were to completely forget about each other, younghyun is not going to let that happen. he would find the boy even if it means time. falling in love did so many things to him it made his body sick, and he would crush his entire existence if he wouldn't find jaehyung. he never got to see, touch, or say anything to jaehyung, but he would try to do all those. it's just his father, who kept him in a cage and never let him out to freedom.

his eyes fixed on the door, because he saw his mother running towards him. her eyes are shaking and tearing up, he was surprised and opened his eyes a little more. "hyun, we have to go. please bring jisung with you. let's leave. I can't handle this family anymore, especially now that your father-"

"my father what? hit you? kick you?" he asked in anger. "what did he do to you?"

"he, I'll talk about that to you. I can't take care of you, or your brother, or anyone!" she shouted, holding onto her son and hugging her. "mom, what happened?"

"she was uncontrollable. she was reckless. she hit on girls and women her age. so I decided to keep her in place, younghyun. this is why the two of you are born." the old man said as he looked to the window, seeing the woman walking back and forth, jisung trying to calm her down.

younghyun widened his eyes, "you have done a lot to mom. she took your kids. I'm your child. but I'm an adult and I can take care of myself. I followed you for two decades and now, and I have to say that if you hurt mom, or force jisung to do things for your own happiness, then I will take them back home. this is not my home, or mom's or jisung's, our home is back in that small town. I made a lot of friends there, and here? I never got the chance to talk to anyone. you told me to find a girl to marry? I don't want that. there is someone I love back in town. let me make my own decisions dad, please."

"and what would you get for that? you want to leave me and bring your mother and brother?" he asked, face getting as red as a ripe tomato. "bring her to me."

"sorry dad, but I love a boy. i love him and I want to see him. you brought me to canada and left him with no clue. you think he will forget about me? no he wouldn't. is that enough? would you understand us?"

"younghyun, what has your mother thought you? do you want to see her being punished again?" the man shouted, raising his hand. "leave."

"so you'd leave all of us, the three of us? because I'd love that a lot."

the boy flinched, seeing that his father is about to explode. "get your mother and brother out of my sight. just fucking leave!"

"honey, please forgive us." younghyun saw his mother walking and blocking his husband from hurting their son. "just please don't hit him."

"mom, what are you doing?"
"we want to leave."

the old man had enough. "then leave!"
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yet another boring chapter Im not satisfied
my vocabs are getting worse
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