[bonus: junhyeok]

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head is completely empty.

"ah..." he groaned, hands on his forehead, trying to hit himself but stayed as still as he could. eyes drifted towards the moon, shining as brightly as it can be, and to the busy streets below. most people are going home. it's raining a tiny bit so he could see the clear dark blue sky covered with small specks of stars glittering and shimmering. "what am I doing here."

he's all alone, in this dark room where he always lived in. he could hear neighbors from the other side of the wall talking. a lighter voice saying, "didn't I tell you-" and silence filled the room again. closing his eyes, he still hears more words but a little bit more silent. some were inaudible so he didn't catch it.

who cares. he had no more business with the world anyway.

the night grew even darker. suddenly, the sky darkened as the clouds covered the yellow moon that used to shine so much it's like a night lamp turned off when we're all going to sleep. rain could be heard and junhyeok saw his unattended keyboard standing on it's stand next to the study desk.

taking his body up to sit on his uncomfortable bench he sang a song that felt so painful to sing. it's a very pretty song, filled with so much meanings that it basically described how he's feeling at that time. sighing he pressed the keys on the keyboard gently, creating an almost silent voice from the instrument and sang like he's whispering:

yeppeosseo
deo baralge eopneundeuthan neukkim
ojik neomani judeon sungandeul
da da
jinatjiman
neon neomu yeppeosseo

his hands stopped playing immediately as he choked his tears out one last time before heading to his bed and cries himself to sleep.

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