Anime x Chubby Reader Oneshots (COMPLETED)

The One That Got Away Masumi Usui x Dead! Chubby Reader

(A/n: Soulmate AU! A world where whenever someone falls in love romantically, a red tally mark appears on the wrist. But if it's unrequited (one-sided love) it becomes black. The person getting loved; whether the feelings returned or not, will receive an 'X' tally mark on them. Additionally, if the person who loves you or you love dies, it becomes a permanent scar.)

(Y/N)'s POV

Hi my name is (Y/N) (L/N), age 16, second year of high school, attending Hanasaki High School. I have a person I look up to or more like, I have a person who I love. His name is Masumi Usui, a friend of mine, yes friend because he has the person he loves where he is staying at. Which is the dorm of Mankai Company, the director there is beautiful. I always like to compare myself to thin girl cause for starters, I am a chubby girl with lots and lots of fats in my body. I didn't even know why Masumi hang around me, yes I have a black tally mark on my wrist, well two of them actually. I have loved someone else before, but Masumi is the second, yes I am suicidal. I get a lot of bad comments coming from his fans, Masumi didn't paid attention to them and says to me that don't mind them but I will usually find myself cutting through razors and blades when I get home. Staring at a mirror while cutting, blood comes but I never mind them. It's like it's fate, being soaked in my blood, yeah right. I joined the troupe as a assistant director and well, it didn't go as planned, well it's nice to meet everyone in the troupe but....seeing Masumi getting all flirty with the director, Izumi Tachibana. It makes me jealous......makes me wanna.....commit suicide. Of course I tried it already but it always gets interrupted, and no. I don't live in the dorms, I still prefer to go to my condo.

"Assistant Director? Um (Y/N)?"I heard Itaru Chigasaki asking while I looked at him

"H-huh?"I asked as he looked down at me

"Are you okay.....?"he asked as I smiled and nodded

"Yes, I am......thank you for worrying"I said as I fake smiled, again. I'm not fine, I'm always not fine.

"Well.....do you want me to fetch you a taxi?"Itaru asked as I looked at him

"Oh no, it's fine! HAHAHAHA, I'll probably go now, I can just take on my own"I said as he nodded while Izumi-san shook her head

"No! You can't go home alone, Masumi! Take (Y/N) home or see her at the station!"Izumi-san said as I waved my hand to no but Masumi had dragged me out, he only listens to Izumi-san, huh?

"You didn't have to, Masumi"I said as Masumi let me go

"It's an order coming from Director"Masumi said as I nodded

"Of course, what did I expect?"I asked and laughed bitterly, I still can't accept it, my past lover died.....so it turns black.....I saw Masumi's wrist......it has one black tally......I remembered Izumi-san kept rejecting him.......

"D-do you still love Izumi-san, Masumi?"I asked as he looks down at me

"Huh?"he asked as I gulped

"I, uh......nevermind......"I said as I looked ahead, awkward silence wrapped between me and him.

"Ah the station is here, do you want me to stay until you get to the train?"Masumi asked as I looked at him

"I'm fine here......can I tell you something, Masumi?"I asked as he nodded then silence was there again.

"N-never mind......I-I-I have to go now, the train is here! Bye Masumi!"I said as I run towards the train, I quickly ducked downwards so he wouldn't see me cry.....rejection. I walked home and found my razor again, no not the razor. I found a rope......the ceiling is pretty tough, so I plan on hanging myself up.

"M-m-mom......dad......c-can I really do this?"I asked as I stood on the chair while I sighed, letters......letter for each member of the troupe.....along with the confession letter for Masumi......scattered around me.

"They were good people......"I said as I cried and held my breath, I smiled and cried myself up, I jumped and I run out of breath.

Masumi's POV

A four days after we saw (Y/N) again, she never comes to school or here int he company. I was worried, why.....I don't know. We were all sitting down on the couch, tv was opened, news was there.

"Reportedly just four days ago, a chubby girl was found dead in ****** condo residence, she had hang herself with letters scattered below her. Her neighbors didn't even heard her squirm, we got her student's ID, her name was (Y/N) (L/N). Has two black tallies on her wrist, that's all for the news"the reporter said as I widened my eyes, Director was shocked

"That's.......the time I ordered Masumi to take care of (Y/N)......what happened?"Director asked as I looked at her, Manager came with lots of letters, he then went to every member while we stared at him.....then lastly he comes to me, he gave me a pink envelope with blue ribbon on it.

"These letters.......they were the ones that was scattered on (Y/N)-san's.....apartment....ain't they?"Muku asked as I looked at it, then Director gasped

"Masumi, your left wrist!"Director said as I looked at my left wrist.....the red tally.....it's......black and it's a scar now.

"You love (Y/N), didn't you, Masumi?"Tsuzuru-san asked as I looked away

"She died.......that's why you have a permanent scar.......I'm sorry....Masumi"Director said as Manager and the others went to their letters, of course I went to my room to read the letter (Y/N) gave.

Dear, Masumi Usui!
Masumi, I think your reading this because I died, right? Then that's good, I'm sorry for not telling you that I have love you till the moment I saw, yes love at first sight. Of course it's not just that, you were so......good at acting.....I was fascinated by you. So I befriended you, hopefully that you'll fall for me like in Shoujo Mangas. But I guess you have someone you love, I'm nothing compared to Izumi-san. She got everything, she was beautiful, she was thin, she was not like me. A ugly and fat girl, thank you so much for being my friend, Masumi. I have been a suicidal girl since I was a kid, please do not blame yourself if I die, oh who am I kidding? You won't blame yourself because you don't love me the way you love Izumi-san, I was gonna confess to you when you walked me to the station but then I hesitated because I know, you still love Izumi-san even if she had rejected you a couple of times. I'm really really sorry and I love you, Masumi Usui. Goodbye.

From,
(Y/N) (L/N)

I had tears in my eyes......

"What the hell....(Y/N)?"I asked as I cried by myself

"How.....why? (Y/N).....I'm so sorry......I love you too, idiot......"I said as I hugged the letter that the chubby girl who I love wrote.

"Your the one but I let you go.....I'm sorry, (Y/N), I love you, I love you"I said as Citron-san was there.....I didn't even noticed it.

"(Y/N)......she is......at.....a better place...Haven.....right?"Citron-san asked as I looked at him

"Heaven....Citron-san"I said as he nodded

"Yes, she is.......I can't bare it....."I said as Citron-san smiled

"Your.....too....young, you have....way to go"he said

"Long way to go, that's what he meant"Tsuzuru-san said as I nodded but I smiled bitterly

"I will always love her......I will be her guy in the after life, I promise, (Y/N)"I said as I smiled then felt a breeze on my back, as if someone is behind me, but it's only a wall.

"I love you too, Masumi. I'd wait for you in the after life" I heard (Y/N)'s voice.....I smiled

~Finished~