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khun aguero agnis × reader III

earlier update cause I might not be able to publish anything this evening soo,,,

massive spoiler for the end of the hell train arc!! more specifically end of the hidden floor arc!! (I think y'all know what it's about to happen oops)

prompt: reader realizes just how much her lover meant to her; however, it is not in a way that anyone expected

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"Hey, blue turtle!"

"He's not breathing!"

All of their voices seemed so distant and muffled, like they weren't even in the same room, as you stared in shock at your boyfriend's body. It was so pale, unnaturally so, and so so cold. It was like your whole body had gone numb, the only thing you could feel was the growing pain in your body, right where your heart was; how ironic, you thought, it's exactly how Khun died after all. Suddendly your legs gave out, and you found herself on the ground, next to the corpse that was once your beloved.
Your hands moved on their own, placing themselves on his shoulders, tugging at the coat he had been wearing, as your head fell where his heart was. 

"Aguero, stop joking please, this is not funny." Your voice was hoarse, your sight blurred by the endless stream of tears, as you gazed at his beautiful features, too still for your liking. Your ears tried to catch even the faintest beat of his heart, your body aching for the warmth you were so used to feel, the warmth that always calmed and reasssured you.

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"I won't ever leave you, don't worry (Y/n)."

It had been a stupid arguement, one that had happened because the both of you had been extremely stressed- and yet, he never liked disagreeing to such an extent with you.
He had been so stupid, to ignore all those signals of your insecurities, to think that you were okay; and so, when he had muttered those simple words, you had felt like crying all over again, this time from relief.
You never doubted his loyalty, but sadly, you had been feeling for a while like you weren't enough for him; and so, to hear that sentence coming from him, full of love and reassurance, had been the best thing that could have happened to you.

Oh, how in love you were couldn't be described with simple words.

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"Once this is over, and everything has calmed down, let's marry, okay?"

He had muttered, as he held you close to him, the blanket draping over you; it had been a long day, and the both of you had decided to skip dinner to crash the bed.
It was not something new, for Khun to be more emotional when tired- he often spoke of how much he loved you and how much he was glad you still stuck with him, even after so much had happened; and yet, you never recalled a time he had been so serious, his blue eyes gazing right into yours as he smiled softly at you- the moon making him look even more ethereal.

"Sure, let's do it."

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"I love you so much, please don't ever worry me like that again!"

You stood dumbfounded, still in shock after almost dying, while your blue haired boyfriend hugged you to his chest, his grip tight as if to mask the slight trembling of his hands.
He had been so scared for your life, he could not bear the thought of her taken away from him, not like this, not ever; as you regained complete consciousness, you brought your arms around his neck, tears starting to overflow as you cried in disbelief- you could have died!

"Shh, my love, it's okay, you're okay. I've got you, I'm not letting anyone near you again." You nodded, leaving a couple of soft kisses in the nape of his neck, as you hid your head there. You could faintly recall your friends shouting your name worriedly, but you paid no mind to that as you flowing calmed down; you could still feel your beloved shaking, as he kept whispering sweet nothings in your ear- it seemed though, as he was doing that to reassure himself more so than you.

He truly was the love of your life.

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Your breath was ragged, your whole body panicking once the painful truth settled inside your brain. Your hands were gripping at his clothes even harder now, your sobs racking through the train as the others tried to calm you a little. You could faintly register your shinsu sending everyone a few meters away, but that hardly mattered. The love of your life, your Aguero, was never coming back. 

"WHY? WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME? YOU... you promised me..." by now, you had made a mess both of yourself and him, but the only thing you cared about was the cold body laying by your side. The ache in your heart was now unbearable, as if it wanted to come out of your chest; not that you would have minded. You would never be able to hug nor kiss him, to see his beautiful smile and hear his laugh.
You would never be able to walk by him as you climbed the tower together, to watch him accomplish all the amazing things you were sure he would have done.

"...who did this?" There was suddendly a dead silence, the fear in the air more obvious than ever. Then, someone said that name, that disgusting, nauseating name that made you recoil in hatred. 
So it was her huh? You weren't surprised to hear the news. For someone so nasty, it wasn't that hard to image she'd do something so cowardly and pitiful.

"I'd be scared Rachel, now that I don't have anything restraining me from killing you."

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okay, 1st of all:
I wrote this like, right after I read that part in the webtoon and I was still in shock (I added the flashbacks later on but the rest it's just me being emo) and you call tell that oops

my dramatic ass was like "angst!angst!angst!" while writing this AHAHA

+should I do a part 2? like when Khun wakes up from the coma and reunites with y/n???? idk man I've been thinking about it for a while but I didn't wanna drag it for too long smh smh (also I feel like I've been writing too much of bam and khun??? like I love writing for them but I should focus more on other characters???)