Negan x reader

Pt. 7

Negan's POV

I held (y/n) close to me even though she didn't like me touching her. Even if she thinks she did it on accident her hands are still bloody. "Could you let me go?" She asks in a slightly scared tone. "No I'm keeping you by my side so that you don't hurt yourself anymore." I tell her as we walk around.

Reader's POV

Not good, not good, I don't want to be here, I want to go home!

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After an anxiety fueled hour and inward panic attack Negan finally seemed to see how bothered I was. "Hey, kid, I gotta check on something wanna go with me?" He asks in a soft voice. "Sure." I reply numbly. There was no point in fighting going anywhere anyway. We walked out of the building into the open ish space and I sigh in relief to have some more room to breath. "This will be a quick trip then I'll take you home, ok?" "Yes!" I shout then compose myself as Negan looks at me. "I mean, yes that's ok with me."

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We drive for a little bit and arise at another fenced in place. "This is Alexandra, I just need to get some shit their guy rick owes me." I nod quietly getting out of the truck as Negan grabs Lucile. He walks up and clanks on the fence with his bat. "Little pig, little pig, let me in." I look at him confused as he said those words. The gates open in and I walk in with Negan. "Alrighty, where's rick?" He asks in a cocky tone. People explain that they don't know and in the commotion of everything I wander off to find a place with less people.

Holding my locket close I sit on a porch of a blue ish house and open in to look at the pictures.

"Are you ever going to let her meet her dad?" Grandma asks my mom as I pretend to be asleep on the couch. "He saw her when she was born, then left. I think he's seen her enough!" Mom shouts making me flinch.

"Hey who are you?" A boy asks making me jump. "Ah!" My arms go to protect my face as I flinch away. "Hey, Hey, I'm sorry." The boy asks and I slowly move my arms down to look at him. He had long brown hair covering one eye that you could tell was bandaged over. "How'd you get in here?" He asks sitting next to me. "I was brought here." I explain scooting to the edge of the porch step. "What's your name?" He asks as footsteps come up. "Carl, see ya met (y/n). Isn't she a beauty?" I cringe when Negan calls me a beauty. Quickly I try to close the locket but it falls on the ground. "Shit!" I curse out going to pick it up.

"Let me get it." Carl says picking it up. I see him freeze as he looks at one of the pictures.   "Where did you get this?" He asks. "It was my grandma's." "Who's the baby?" "Whoa kid why are you asking all them questions hu?" Negan says as I look at Carl. "Me." I state and he seems visibly angry. "Hey every body it's Rick!" Negan exclaims as a man walks up. Looking up at his face I freeze. "Dad." Carl and I say in unison. Rick freezes and I feel a panic attack coming on worse than I've ever had. Negan took the locket from Carl's hands and looked at the pictures. "You're telling me that Rick here is your dad?" He asks handing me back the locket. "N-Negan, I, I, think I need to uh, I, I need to." I feel myself falling as the world fades out.