~ Desire

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Desire

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Summary: Dan realizes he likes Phil as more than a friend after an enlightening dream. 

Warning: Mainly smut!!! XD

"Phil!" I moaned and threw my head back into the pillows as Phil kissed and nibbled on my thighs. 

"I love it when you say my name!" He spoke huskily. Finally he licked my throbbing tip, eliciting a string of lust filled noises as he took my member in his mouth. Many moans later, I felt my stomach muscles clench and I barely had time to warn him.

"P-Phil ... I'm gonna-"

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I sat up straight in bed, breathing heavily. My chest rose and fell with a rapid pace and I gazed round my dark room in confusion.

Once my brain managed to catch up, my eyes widened in shock. Had I just had a sexual dream about my best friend? The image was still fresh in my mind and I could tell I was still fully aroused, judging by the boner I was sporting and damp boxers. I breathed out a sigh of frustration and put  my head in my hands. Since when did I have these type  of dreams about Phil? I knew I wasn't in a state to think so hard so I dealt with my 'problem' trying to keep quiet as Phil was in the next room, and went back to sleep.

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I woke the next morning and had more time to process things. I began asking myself questions.

Why did it  happen?
Why Phil and not some chick?
Why did it feel so good?

There was a weird desire in me to make the dream a reality and the thought was horrifying and satisfying at the same time. Eventually I came to the conclusion that I had just not had any action in a while and because I hung out with Phil the most my brain did something weird and put  him in the dream. 

However something was nagging me throughout the day when I watched Phil. I began to notice little things about him.

Like how his eyes sparkled and looked so beautiful in the light. That when he laughed his smile was adorable and I wanted to see it all the time. When he wore his glasses in the morning it was the cutest thing ever and his gaze sent weird butterflies pooling to my stomach. 

Had I only just developed a crush on him? After years of being friends? Maybe the love was always there but I brushed it off as platonic. 

But the truth is ...

I am completely head over heels for Phil Lester. It was so strange to admit it, only a few days after the dream. I feel  more nervous around him and the desire was getting harder to control. Whenever he  bent over  I couldn't help check out his ass and how much more muscular and broader he was to me. These simple things were just getting too attractive and I needed the company of other people or I'd go insane.

Having people over did distract me but as soon as they left we were on our own again. There seemed to be no escape and Phil soon noticed. 

"Dan why are you avoiding me?" Phil asked one evening when we were watching Adventure Time.

"I;m not avoiding you." I lied, not looking at his eyes.

"Yes you are. Is there something I'm doing that's annoying you? Because if there is then I'd like to know so we can resolve it and go back to being friends." Phil replied firmly. I gulped, even his voice was doing things to me. "Dan please look at me." 

I know I shouldn't have but I looked straight at him and felt myself melt. His gaze was so intense and his soft lips were moving, spewing words I wasn't listening to. His face changed from frowning to worried to frowning again. I didn't take anything in, just watched as the proportions of his face changed and looked beautiful in every emotion. Although when his features turned angrily brought myself back a bit and actually listened to what he was saying.

"Dan! Are you even listening to me?" Phil growled. I shivered, his angry voice was definitely a turn on and I was feeling slightly ashamed that that's what was what was occupying my thought s and not the fact that I could be hurting his feelings. He started to speak again and my eyes feel back to his lips, he seemed to be ranting and I wanted to wipe the frown off his face. 

I couldn't help myself, it wasn't like I was going to hold myself back forever. I sucked in a breath and grabbed Phil's face, pulling his lips to mine and silencing him. He made an adorable squeak as I pulled his face and body to me. With the force of the pull we ended up with me laying down on the couch with him on top of me. He got his balance first before finally he seemed to relax and was kissing me back.

I wanted to kiss him passionately and lovingly but all the pent up frustration of seeing him be so hot for weeks had built up and I couldn't handle it anymore. I kissed him heatedly, running my hands through his hair and down to his waist where I gripped tightly, earning a whimper. With a rush of adrenaline I flipped us around and straddled his hips. He was breathing rapidly, his chest rising and falling. He looked a little surprised and I smirked down at him. I then started to kiss down his neck, biting and sucking at the skin there. 

Phil gasped, hands gripping at my shoulders as I nipped on his pale skin, turning it red. "D-don't think .... th-this lets you off the h-hook-" Phil cut himself off as a moan left his lips. I kissed up his jaw and kissed him hard, tongue fighting it's way into his mouth. He whimpered and opened up, letting our tongues touch and take the kiss a step further.

I moaned at the heat of his mouth and ground my hips down on his. He let out a groan and bucked his hips up. I pulled away and kissed down his chest, relishing the little pants exiting his mouth. I growled and pushed his shirt up, lightly brushing his nipples. Phil whined at the feeling bucking up into me again then letting me take his shirt off. I fitted our hips together and moaned myself when I felt his erection against mine. I went to attack his lips again.

After another sloppy kiss my hands trailed down his stomach making him shake. I started to undo the belt then slipped them down his legs. He whimpered and kicked them off. I hovered above his crotch breathing on his visible bulge. He writhed underneath me, groaning in frustration. Finally I licked his tip through his boxers and he gasped. "Dan ..." He moaned. I then proceeded to mouth him through his boxers and he let out a string of moans and curse words. "Shit Dan!- Oh god!" 

I smirked and kissed his inner thighs making him moan loudly again. His moans were turning me on to the point of unbearable. "S-stop teasing." Phil breathed. He then grabbed me by the neck and crashed our lips together. "I hope this is the reason you've been keeping your distance." He mumbled into the kiss.

I only moaned in response, getting lost in the kiss.

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I don't know ... don't ask. Just some shitty smut :/

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