50. Dear mom.

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Ronan POV.

Dear Mom.

I'm a submissive. I never got to tell you before you died. For a long time I was afraid you'd hate me for it. For a long time, I feared that because of that; I had no chance at ever becoming the great person you thought I'd be. I carried Astonville high to victory this year, and I made it into Liberty, meaning my career is pretty much of the fast track to success. At least I hope so. Scouts definitely think so. I met a girl too, Scarlett Holloway, she's amazing, and she reminds of you in too many ways to count. I miss you. Losing you was the worst thing to ever happen in my life. And I feel like when you left, you took a part of me with you. But I'm slowly starting to feel like myself again. I'm trying to learn how to do what's best for myself and not complete strangers. I'm learning how to stand up for myself, even if everyone is against me. 

My happiest memory is of you watching me play football. I promise to play until it's physically impossible because I know you loved it. I still drive your car - I know you loved her too.

Love Ronan,

P.S. If you ever come back, even in another life. Please check on Dad, he misses you more than anyone:)

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