Timmya & Tre'Shaun in MM^
* Timmya's POV *
Yes I know everybody thinking i'm dumb but i really don't care what people think i've known Tre since we were children , he has a heart he's a good person . He's always had issues at home & i feel like that's no excuse but i really understand him.
This boy is my first & only everything. He's always been there for me when my people judged me , friends turned on me & everything. He knows how to comfort me in my time of need , he does & says the right things . He even knows every inch of my body better than I do .
He's done a lot for me & i thank him. I tried to hold him down be the bonnie to his clyde you know. He's bipolar & i think i want us to take this relationship to the next level by going to church & seeing a counselor.
He told me in the car that he wants us to have children & get married . He doesn't even know I know but I know he planted a seed inside of me . If he wants me to keep it i'll need him to act right 100% . I know too many teen moms who don't get support from the father. I don't want my life that way.
I love him enough to keep the baby i know he's the only person i would have a child for but does he love me enough to protect , love , & nurture for me & the baby ? I don't care about money or " having a dad " because i can raise my baby on my own i sincerely want the support of him.
I stared at him while he slept & i continued to reflect on the past & present . We've been through so much I don't want to give up , but sometimes i feel like i settle for less with him. He can be pretty misleading & disloyal to me but i blind all that simply because i love him.
My parents always tell me to do better & just be friends with him but i really love his love . I love him, i love us i just love everything about him. I checked my phone texted Imani & Sariah that i love them.
They're really my only friends everybody else i'm just cool with or they're family . I know they may be disappointed in me but they never really judge my situations. I'll tell them the good news about us being back together tomorrow. Let me go to sleep before i overthink & stress . I don't want to overwhelm myself , i'm trying to stay positive & happy look on the bright side i got my baby back.
