Life with Love✓

Chapter 17

Amar's POV

As soon as I got a call from Yaseer saying that Hauwa was in the hospital, I immediately grabbed my keys and went to the address.
I didn't know why I was feeling so concerned about her well-being, but I just felt I had to.
I ran into her hospital room only to find Yaseer sitting close to Hauwa who was lying on the bed.
Once Yaseer saw me, we greeted and he said he had to go get food for her that I should look after her while he was gone....
Immediately he left, my eyes began to water.

Hauwa's POV

I felt someone sooth my hair, so I gently opened my eyes.
"Hauwa,"he called as I opened my eyes. "Hauwa please forgive me for all I did to you, I know I said lot of things I shouldn't have said, now I regret it, I know you might not want to have anything to do with me, but please just forgive me,"tears dropped from his eyes. "Your love for me might have disappeared, but I want you to know that I will always love you, even if you're married to my cousin, I still love you."he kissed my forehead and I just creased my brows.
I made sure he was done talking before I uttered any word.
"Please who are you? And where is Yaseer?"
The guy was silent as he stared at me continuously making me want to scream.
"Hauwa, it's Amar,"he caressed my face. "It's Amar Hauwa, don't you remember me? We went to the same secondary school, you fell head over heels for me."I saw the way he held back his tears.
"Please I don't know you," the words dropped from my mouth making Amar's tears fall gradually. "But we can get to know each other."I held out my hand to shake him, and he took it softly.
Just then, Yaseer walked in.
"Yaseer darling,"I called. "Guess what."
"What?"he asked in a low tone trying to cover it with a fake smile.
"I just made a new friend, Amar, he says his your cousin, he's cute but you're cuter."I sat up while smiling.
"Yeah he's my cousin."my hubby pulled out take aways filled with food obviously.
"He seems nice."I turned to Amar who had already wiped his tears before Yaseer came in.

Amar's POV

I just couldn't believe the one whom I have feelings for, the one who I trusted, the one who tried explaining herself, but I refused to listen, the one who once had a crush on me, the one whom I showed my wrath for blindly, had forgotten me so soon. I felt like an asshole....
I wish I could rewind time to amend what I did, but I couldn't... I would commit suicide if it was the only option for Hauwa to be alright...
My anger had blinded me, even if I knew she could never marry someone for money, I still accused her and insulted making her shed tears, I told her her rape was just set up by her, I was such a fool!!
Now that she couldn't remember me or what I did to her, I felt so bad.
Her birthday was in two days time, my sweety was going to turn twenty...
I will forever love her.
I left the room and went back to my car to clear up my head.
With an already lit ciggrate in between my fingers, I took in two heavy puffs and let them out while saying the word "Fuck." repeatedly.
I bought a bottle of vodka and drank that also.
It was Hauwa who helped me stop my habit of drinking and smoking, but look at me now, I was just back to the act.
If she was to remember her past and sight me doing that, she'd have been really mad.
I tried putting aside the cigarette and Bottle of vodka, but I couldn't, I needed it so much.
Oh please Hauwa forgive me.
I took in more puffs of the cigarette.

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