💫 Musing our Last Pleasure 💫-----------------------------------------------------------
A human.
A human being.
That's what I am, yours truly.
A lone specimen, one of many millions that roam around the surface of Earth, living their lives for roughly 200.000 years and counting.
I'm not sure how this will be beneficial to know about me. The fact that I'm just a human is just the tip of the iceberg.
But humans have voices, inner voices. Maybe it will give a clearer insight on this human right here reaching out to you.
In the many daily encounters, we're faced with the world, the society. With people that form a crowd that clearly labels what they type of human they are.
Blurry noises, high pitches, and lots of insecurities hush down your inner voice, making it a part of the crowd that is walking the same single damn straight line dragging you along with it.
I want to be heard.
You want to be known.
So, I guess it's hard making a difference. But for all, I know the simplest story isn't told by someone's life choices and experiences.
No, it starts with three simple things consisting of name, where were you born, and your age. Nothing more arduous or less.
Here I go then. Well, my name is Soni, I was in the metropolitan city located in the capital of a country that you hear quite seldom. A girl of teenage who is going through its most spontaneous period of youth and making the most of it.
You might be wondering as of now what am I like or what's so special about me. What could make an individual stand out of many of this species that looks a lot alike?
I think of myself as a friendly person who's eager to make new friends and discover many opportunities in socializing, but I come out as introverted.
My deep and somewhat unnecessary process of detailed thinking; my urge to express the most of myself with feelings written down on paper. Alongside the desire to read books for the world around us, makes the base of my passions.
But on the other hand, I like to evolve myself into rational reasoning too. I love learning each day about science, chemistry, biology, and much more. This either helps in reaching my goal of becoming a successful doctor or maybe it helps more on my purpose.
True, I stated that I want to be a doctor, but it's there's more to it than just the reason of saving lives.
While being a doctor I'll be able to face a lot of hardships and challenges as well. I've been inspired by the people who have risen me my whole life. For that, I want to reward them by making them proud.
But I want to make myself proud as well.
The goals I've set up can bring me closer to finding the purpose of my human being. Establishing my rightful identity to the world as a person who did well throughout my life.
Why not find my voice as well?
In this huge environment, we're both surrounded with precious and close people who push us to be us. That way we can gather courage each day to make our mark on the people's hearts, souls, and minds as profound as possible.
A part of me that I've shown on this journey with you, I think I'm not trapped as much as I used to be.
Can we be free?
Can we put all of this anxiety behind and let show who you really are?
Can I hear your voice?
Tell me more and the world who you are. Then at that moment, you'll get to realize what a person you are.
A person who is living and deserves it.
So, in the words of the great Kim Namjoon speak yourself. Leave your imperfect but beautiful mark on this world and be known.
The light at the end of the tunnel is near, you're on your pathway that is built by your mistakes. Each step on it will be driven by self-love as we've already learned a plethora of pleasures to truly cherish life.
I'm near there at the end of the tunnel and I can clearly see you on your way here. That's better.
You're doing so well as of now.
You're living to your fullest.
I'm glad about that.
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This is for You and I,
Who you are, never deny
No shame, no lie.
For one more day we'll survive
As of now, I won't die,
But You will fly.
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