University High (Yizhan Fanfiction)

Chapter 40: Boyfriend Part 1

Yibo's POV

Yibo did not think it was possible for the past him to have dared to have any liaison with his teacher. He saw the Zhange who was gentle, who treated him really well, who probably took good care of him too in the past as his friend had testified. He should be treated with respect. Zhange who was beautiful and untouchable, who was probably too good for him. Someone as good as him probably had a line up of suitors chasing him.

He did not dare think he had any relationship with his teacher. The past him had chased him, and even managed to live together with him. But if was unthinkable that his own teacher would actually reciprocate his feelings. Their ages were too far apart-seven years. Zhange probably think that he was still a kid.

After he got dressed, he was afraid to meet his object of desire. What he just did was unacceptable. How could he face him?!? But there was an uneasiness that was gnawing him from the insides. He wanted to see him no matter what.

Before he could protest, his legs had already moved to the front of the room next door. He stood in front of the dark brown wooden door separating him from Zhange.

'Knock..knock..knock'

"Come in." The voice said.

He opened the door and his Zhange had just finished getting dressed.

"What is it?"

"Mmn.. Can we talk?" He looked at him with his head slightly bowed, his face overcast.

Xiaozhan smiled innocently at him. His face was pure and Yibo felt guilty that he had used that angelic face as a fodder to do something so dirty.

"Its okay if you're busy we can do it some other time."

"Its fine. Come sit."

They sat down on the bed side by side. The bed was still messy. The blanket was tossed to one side and the sheets were slightly crumpled where his body lay sleeping the night before. He had an angel like face when he sleeps. When his eyes opened, they were gentle and the way he smiled was so beautiful it made his heart flutter.

The smell of him were a mix of lavender and soap it was simple yet intoxicating.

"Did you remember something?"

Yibo shook his head.

"Zhange, do you have a lover?" his heart beating as he anticipated the reply.

"I do." He said after a pause.

There was a lovelorn look in his face. He wished he could tell the emotions behind them.

"Where is she?"

"How come I never see her anywhere?"

"Its a guy."

Thump.. Thump.. his heart skipped a beat.

Wait??

Whatt??

Did that mean he stood a chance?

"Huhh?? You.. you're gay Zhange?" Yibo's fingers clenched a handful of fabric from the bedsheet  next to him.

That was totally unexpected. Zhange.. he likes men?

"The one I'm in love with just happens to be a guy. Why'd you ask me all of a sudden?" He turned to look at Yibo.

The twinkle in his eye disappeared. He never stood a chance. There was already someone else. Yubin had told him that before. The past him had unrequited love for his teacher. And the current him is battling his feelings. But then he had another guy. Another guy was probably riding those perky ass of his. His moans and pants belonged to another guy?!??

"Actually.." he was about to say..

"I feel bad that.. I mean, if you ever want to bring him over don't mind me."

Soon as the word left his mouth, Yibo felt stupid. What was that for? Clearly he wanted him. Why was he pushing him away?? But he had to know. If he had a lover than he wanted to see what kind of person he was like. Maybe that would kill the abnormal desires he had been harboring.

"Why do you want to see my lover all of a sudden?"

"Yes laoshi. Please bring him over sometime. As your housemate I want to get to know him."

"Umm.. You don't remember him?"

"No Zhange. Whats he like?" Yibo started to feel heat rushing to his head, his eyes burning.

"He.. he is handsome, very thoughtful, he pampers me, always there for me.."

"Sounds like a nice guy laoshi." His voice slightly pitched. There was green and ashen look on his face.

He loved someone else. Yibo's heart crashed all the way to the bottom of the floor. Yubin had told him that before. The past him had unrequited love for his teacher. And the current him was battling his newfound feelings.

He had another guy! The image of the angel panting underneath some foreign guy made his blood boil. 

Why did he bother to come into his room and ask the question he knew the answer would be disappointing. It was like pouring a bucket full of ice water on his own head. His beautiful Zhange stood high on a high pedestal. Only to be admired. Not to be touched. Forever unattainable. Wangyibo you were unworthy of such a man!

*Sorry its abit short, but due to the context, it made more sense dividing it into two chapters.