University High (Yizhan Fanfiction)

Chapter 49: Don't go

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Chapter 49: Don't go

Yibo laid his head down on Xiaozhan's chest. His ears was filled with the soothing sound of his heartbeats. The vibrating rhythm had a tranquilizing effect on him. It was as if his troubles and worries were melted away. He felt warm and safe in his embrace.. Xiaozhan's honey colored skin was soaked in a layer of glistening sweat. It was moist and sticky, yet the warmth that was emanating from his body was so comforting it was enough to dissuade him from moving away.

"Did I make you feel good Zhange?" he asked sweetly whispering in his ears.

Xiaozhan just chuckled, his palm stroked Yibo's hair and said nothing.

"Xiaozhan.."

"What is it?"

Do you love me? He had wanted to ask.

But then he said,
"Nothing.. I just feel like calling your name."

Xiaozhan was unusually quiet. Yibo wondered why he was crying so much. He wanted to know if this meant that they were together again. He wanted to ask about the ring. About why he had kept it to himself all these time. Why he did not say anything. How he felt all these time. Were their feelings mutual? There were so many questions he wanted to ask, yet he had no idea how to begin.

"Xiaozhan.."

"Wangyibo"

"Can we stay this way forever?"

....

Yibo's heartbeat raced, his eyes filled with hope and longing. He was desperate to be loved in return, to be assured that this moment that they share would last.

Silence.

He began to regret asking that very question. He should have started with another lighter question. He cursed silently at his foolish mouth. Xiaozhan was much older than him and he had a hard time figuring out what was on his mind.

"No we can't. I've got to go to the bathroom to clean myself up."

He forced a smile and pushed Yibo to the side. Yibo was almost convinced that Xiaozhan was trying to dodge the question. He began to panic.

"You know that's not what I meant."

"Mm.."

He didn't answer and instead, pulled Yibo for another kiss. The kiss lingered for a while before Xiaozhan pulled out.

"I'm gonna shower. You too take a shower."

.....

Yibo watched his naked back disappearing into the bathroom. The door shut with a click.

Did he mean... I was to shower next door?

??!

His mind was still in a daze and the sweetness of their sexual intercourse still lingered in his mind. So he could not help feel dejected by the sudden cold treatment.

Why did he not invite him to shower together?

Was he being chased out after he had his way with him?