Im beautiful

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Lottie pov

My morning surfing lesson with uncle Jason was going smoothy, I haven't really forgotten much from my time away but there's new skill he wants to teach me but ever time he does I end up falling flat on my arse or into the water with a splash and of course my uncle would find it funny, wait till his crusty old arse falls. Sitting on my board I can't help but think about Darren and the kiss last night, he didn't turn up this morning, is he avoiding me after getting spotted by Hayden. With my mind going hundred miles per hour in my head I totally forgotten uncle Jason was looking at me with a concerning look
"So you and Darren" I hear him say and I can't tell what's he's thinking, Hayden has a big mouth and once I get my hands on him I'll kill him. I'm sure he has a secret girlfriend or fling that he doesn't want anyone knowing, or the crush he has on my best friend
"Just friends, I don't think he sees me as more as a friend" I say just realising what I said, I don't know what I think about Darren as it's only recent between us but I have admire him for a while, he's attractive, sweet, funny. Everything I like in a guy but I think he only sees me as his best friend little cousin. Not letting uncle Jason give me a third degree about dating I take the wave that coming and starts paddling only to get pull under when I miss judged it but I swim back to shore with board in hands, anything to get away from the talk with uncle Jason.

Heading inside my other uncle Steven house I'm on the hunt for Hayden and his big mouth, he could of let my crush go unnoticed for a little while longer before jumping the gun and telling uncle Jason, wait for that mean uncle Steven knows. I'm going to kill him. Rushing to his room I find Hayden sat in his bed book in hand. I try to forget him looking like a innocent boy and jump on him
"You told everyone about me and Darren" I say with a hint of a angrier in my voice, the look on his face tells me he definitely spotted us but his eyes flash me a confused look, does that mean one of my uncles seen me and Darren kissing
"Nope" Hayden say popping the 'p' with a smirk, well it's nice to know he doesn't care about me and his best friend, I wonder how he feel if we actually started dating and then having sex, doubt he would like it.
"Uncle Jason knows and I'm sure he didn't see me and Darren kissing" I say stood over Hayden with a pillow in hands but as he's about to say something auntie Sarah has over heard me and she has a huge smile on her face
"Shit" I say looking between Hayden who's dying to laugh and auntie Sarah who's about to pull me somewhere to talk

Walking out Hayden room but not before hitting him with a pillow I head down to uncle Steven kitchen looking for a glass of water, I plan to get something to eat to keep my mouth busy so I don't have to talk but Darren walks into the kitchen nervous
"Hey, I was looking for you" I smile to him talking a seat as I don't think my legs could held me
"You found me" I say looking at him who still has a nervous look on his face, I don't know what's running though his head but I would love a peak to see if he feels the same about us
"I was looking for you to ask you if you wanted to go on a date with me" I'm trying my hardest not to show how excited I really am instead I stay calm even though I'm dying on the inside, looking at Darren I can't help be happy he feels the same, but I hate when my uncles give him a talk about dating there little princess
"I would love you" I say holding my excitement in and downgrading it, we have already kissed but I wonder if the sex is any better with him, Damn what I would like him to do to my body with his mouth and fingers.

Agreeing to a date tonight with Darren I'm surprised I didn't rush over to my bedroom and ransack my wardrobe which I would normally do but I feel like it doesn't matter what I wear with Darren as he like me anyway, he has seen my ups and downs since he's been here but I would still love to impress anyway. Still heading back over to my grandparents house, a house i had called home for a while i head straight up stairs looking for something sexy but classy, not to short but something to show my figure. Even though he was seen me in a bikini, i start going though mu wardrobe not sure what to pick, I don't even know where we going but I'm hoping its something i would remember. I don't really go on many dates. I actually wasn't interested in dating as my mind was always on surfing. Finding the perfect outfit i lay it out on the bed with a smile, now this is classy with a hint of sexy.

Walking down the stairs in a red dress and heels I actually feel pretty for once, my mother would of loved this watching me leave on a date, the dress is tight but when you get to my hips it loose, even my dad would approve of this. Reaching the bottom on the stairs my grandparents are there with tears in there eyes, they have tried there hardest for me to finally get on a surf board and finally enjoy my childhood
"You look beautiful sweetheart" i hear my grandad say with a wide smile, I haven't seen him smile like that in so long that I almost forgotten how he looks, I'm happy we finally going back to normal-ish. Hugging both grandparents i head outside where Darren is watching for me with everyone else i presume, i reckon everyone has told him what time to bring me back and even not to be handsy, i love my family but they can be very over protective when it comes to me. Walking outside my eyes instantly find Darren and we both smiling not realising everyone is looking at us, but i don't care.
"Wow, your.... wow" Darren says lost for words that everyone slightly laughing but Darren cant keep his eyes of me, i see him scanning my body with his eyes and I'm doing the same, I didn't know he could clean up so well but he has and damn
"Thank you" is all i say walking over to him slowly, all eyes are on us that I didn't even notice auntie Sarah with a camera, what is with his family and wanting to take photos every damn second. As Darren grabs my hand he leads me out the garden and to his car with a smile, I'm looking forward to this. I cant believe I'm finally going on a date, i hope your watching dad, i know you said no boys till thirty but i like him, i really do.

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