Fate [a Harry Styles fanfic]

Chapter 2

Not now. I can't do this right now.

"Hi beautiful, can I come in?" Sean is standing at my door, with something behind his back from what I can tell.

"Sure, come in." I can't tell him right now, but I also can't keep pushing and pushing this back any further. This is going to be hard.

"Is your mother out?" He asks, closing the door.

"Yeah why?" Oh god.

"Because..." He aproches me and grabs my hand. "I figure that you would need this..." He takes his left hand that was behind his back and places a red rose in front of me.

He knows how to make a girl happy, that's a fact.

"Thanks Sean, it wasn't necessary." He's making this so hard.

"Wait! I figure that you would also need something to help you to relax a little..." He grabs me by my waist and kisses me slowly and softly, our tongues touching a little.

I love him but how am I suppose to tell him that I'm leaving in less than a week? I know he'll never come with me. It's kind of comprehensible. His entire life is here in Oregon: his job, his family and friends and ... well, me. I know he loves me and I already should have told him about New York but I guess I'm just afraid. Because no matter how much we tried, we would never be able to keep our relationship at such a long distance. It's impossible. And that scares me because it means... the end.

"Mia, what's going on?" He asks, breaking the kiss.

"Nothing." I lie but he knows me better.

"Mia, I love you and I know when something's wrong. Just tell me." Here it comes.

"I need to tell you something but it's just so hard..." I'm literaly shaking from nerves. "I love you and I know that I could do it here but I need to start thinking more about me and my future."

He's staring at me, his grey eyes getting darker. He doesn't have a clue of what's coming because we never talked about any of this.

"What I'm trying to say is that ..." I stop when Sophia opens the door. Good timing.

"Sorry guys. I didn't know you were here, Sean. If I interrupted something sorry but, Mia you need to get ready." She says and I breath out. It will have to be later.

"Sean, we'll continue this later. I promise." I give him a quick kiss and he pulls me closer and kisses me harder.

"I love you. Don't forget that." He says and exits the room.

"You were telling him, weren't you?" She asks and starts to pick up my makeup stuff.

"Yeah but your timing was perfect." I answer, sitting on a chair.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to. But do you think he'll handle this, right? I mean, he loves you more than anything, everyone knows it."

"I don't know." And I honestly don't.

"Look, you need to tell him sooner or later. But for now, try not to think about it. I know it's kind of impossible but today is your graduation! You need to look fabulous and from what I'm seeing you look like a gigantic mess, inside out."

She's right. I have to get rid of these nerves and anxiety. I'll look like hell if I don't.

"Okay." I take a deep breath and look at the mirror. "Just help me not to be such a big mess."

"Let's get started then!"

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It's now 10:15 am and I'm ready. Sophia left 10 minutes ago to get dressed and we'll meet there.

I'm still very stressed about everything but Sophia made such a great job with my makeup and hair that it kind cheered me up. My makeup is simple but classic, soft painted eyes but bright red lips.My long hair is all waved up and pulled aside. The shoes are scaring me a little but I'll try my best not to fall on them.

And my mother is back now. I find her doing some final adjusts on her makeup.

"Sophia did a great job on you." She says turning from the mirror to me. "Although I would certainly do it just fine."

"Okay mom, now let's go."

"Melissa, I just want you to know that..." She stares at me with glowing eyes. "I'm very proud of you." And hugs me for a minute. This doesn't happen very often, but no doubt it makes me calmer. I love my mom although sometimes she's a little bit over the top.

When we finally let go she says, a tear rolling down her cheek: "Now get in the car while I'll fix my makeup again."

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Chapter 2 !!! I still can't believe I finally started my own story! I have a lot of ideas and can't wait to share them with you.

I don't know if I will post Chapter 3 tomorrow because it's Christmas eve and I'll have quite a few stuff to do during the day.So I wish you all a holy and happy Christmas, surrounded by the ones you love the most. And also lot of presents and chocolates haha.

(Please don't forget to comment and vote. It means the world to me).

Merry Christmas :)

L