small. if you could use one word to describe how you felt right now, it would be small. small under the gaze of eight pair of eyes, all looking at you like wounded gazelle being hunted by a bunch of lions. you've only seen them with this look a few other times and every time you can't help but feel a wave a nervousness and excitement from their gazes.
"when did you get this?" yunho is first one to speak, and it doesn't surprise because of how often he talks during sex.
"last week," you answer back, fingerings mindlessly fiddling with the blue, lacy fabric of your underwear. to be honest, it's kind of uncomfortable and if you knew lace felt like this, would have went for a more comfortable material. too late. "i wanted to surprise you all for all the hard work you've been doing lately," you add finally glancing up to meet their eyes.
hongjoong is the first you make eye contact with and you're kind of surprised to see how out of breath he looks. like this new image of you is affecting him a little too much. you find yourself looking at the youngest to him trying his hardest to not look as turned on as his hyungs. you want to laugh at how he always tries to act like he's not turned on 24/7 especially when you all are in the comfort and safety of the dorm.
"do you all like it?" you ask, your eyes looking at each of your boyfriends.
"of course, we like it, baby," seonghwa says and you can't help the smile that graces your lips at his words.
"do you like it?" you think for a second before you nodding vigorously. it made you feel a different type of confident and sexy then what you usually feel.
"i planned something else, but..." you trail off feeling your nerves start to bubble up from your stomach to chest.
"but...?" san is there to encourage you to continue, leaning forward just a bit towards you.
"but i'm nervous that you guys will laugh at me," you confess looking down at the floor. you hair coming to shield your eyes from their eyes, you feel your cheeks burn and you're sure your face is beat red.
you feel someone tug at your hand with the right amount of force to get you to sit in their lap. you immediately know it's yunho because of how he rubs a hand up and down your bare arm, you know those fingers and hands anywhere.
"you should know better than to think we would laugh at you," yunho whispers into your ear.
"i know you guys won't, but the thought it still there because i worked hard to learn how to do it," you said, looking at yunho before looking at your other boyfriends. mingi has a hand on your knee, tracing misshapen circles on your skin.
"come on, tell us what you learned! i'm dying here looking at you sitting there being all cute! hurry up before i pounce you," wooyoung says, pout clear on his face. yeosang smacks him on the head and scolds him for saying the phrase 'pounce on you' as its just weird.
you smiled, leaning forward a little mostly to tease the boys with a view of your chest, "i learned how to give a lap dance, which one of you guys want to be first?"
"me!"
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