Mamas 'Revamped'

Careless

He looked at me, face screwed up. I bury my head in Finneas's chest and hide my face from him.

"I'm sorry dad" I cry and he came over, telling Finneas to get out. 

I pull the blanket over me as dad looked down at me. "What were you thinking!" He yelled and I duck away, biting my lip. 

"Pregnant Billie. Are you serious! We told you to stay away from that grown man and you went back to him!" He fussed at me and I just listen, hiccuping. 

"I didnt da-" I start to say but he grabbed the cover. "We told you and you didn't listen." He snarled. 

"Billie what are you gonna do?" He asked and I slowly shrug, gripping the cover. "Patrick you're scaring her, it's not good for the baby, she's already not doing well" I heard mom say and he turned. 

"I have to get it through her mind" he growled. 

"There is other ways, you better fix it or I will" she said pointing her finger at him then walking out. Dad sighed and got in the bed, he laid down and opened his arms. I lay in his arms and start to cry again. 

"I dont know if I want to keep it" I sniff. 

"We'll support you through either way," he sighed. 

"I-i wanna keep it, I dont wanna kill a baby" a sniff and he nodded. "I'm sorry for yelling and scaring you, I just forgot about him and what happened and I guess my anger got the best of me" Dad apologized and I snuggled into his arms, going to sleep. 

Next Day 

We land in LA and I slowly stretch. 

Mom handed me a gummy and I frown before grabbing it out her hand, taking it. I put it in my mouth and chew as I grab my backpack. I pull my hood over my head and we get off the plane.

 We get in the car and I put my hand on my forehead, "drive me to Brandon's house" I mumble and the driver changed directions. 

We get to his house and mom gave me a weak smile before I got out, them driving off. 

 I look at the door and walk up the pathway. I check the time, it was only 7 am, so I knew he was still asleep. 

I wiggle the door knob, it was unlocked. 

Careless ass. 

I quietly walk in and look around, but he wasn't downstairs. I tip up the stairs and I heard his light snores. I walk to his room and the door was wide open. 

Brandon was laying on his stomach, in a pretty much starfish potion, head facing away from me. I take a deep breath and shake my head, trying to stop myself from backing out. 

I bite my lip and walk in, his head snapped up and he looked at me, "damn it girl you scared me" he mumbled and i walk closer. 

"What you doing here" he mumbled, turning his head back over. 

"Uhm" I mumble and tic. 

I get in the bed and lay beside him. Brandon looked at me and furrowed his eyebrows, he flipped us over, to where I was sitting on his lap, Brandon's hands on my ass. 

"You ticking, What's wrong?" He asked and I play with his shirt. "I'm sorry Brandon"i whisper, shaking my head, I was about to get up but he stopped me. 

"Nah you gon tell me" he demanded. 

"Your gonna be mad at me" I shake my head an look down. He examined my face and sucked in a breath. 

I knew what he was thinking. 

I start to cry and wrap arms around his neck. We fall back on the bed and Brandon raised his knees as he rubbed my back. 

"Shit" he whispered as I cried in his neck. "You don't have to be in the baby's life, I just had to tell you this" I say. He shook his head and tried to calm me down. 

Brandon pulled away and shook his head again, softly kissing me. He wiped my tears and put his hands on my waist. Brandon pulled me into him and I deepen the kiss what was supposed to be just a peck. 

I can't express the love I have for him, he helped me out a bad placed, showed me my amazing friends. He showed me I shouldn't take the game for granted, he showed me how to love myself. He took my virginity. 

"Are you keeping it?" He asked, eyes filling with pity for me. I nod and he smiled, kissing my cheek. I kiss him again and we roll over. 

40 minutes later

"O-oh my fuck Brandon" I pant and try to move up. He held me there and sped up, as the door slammed open. 

He quickly pulled out and covered himself and I hide my body behind the stacked up pillows. 

"Are you serious!".