Selenva (Under Edit)

Chapter eighteen

Chapter eighteen

"What the hell is this!" I heard a familiar voice scream out. Is that my dad? "Selenva!" Shit! It is him! I really shouldn't open my eyes! I thought to myself squeezing them tighter shut. I could feel Aiden next to me warm and still very naked! What was I thinking last night! Oh that's right I wasn't! I felt so ashamed of myself already not because of last night per say...but because... because I felt like I had no control over myself. It was like he took me over! 

I opened my eyes to see my parents standing there with pinched faces. Shit! I am going to be in for this one! "Selenva who is this man?" My dad asked pointing down at Aiden snoring ,cuddled up to my Yoda pillow. Ooh shit! What do I say? Should I tell them it is Aiden? My dad is already on edge about him from the hospital! "That's Aiden! Before this gets worse can I please get dressed!?" My mom moved out of the way of the door as dad stomped through it.

"Selenva you should tell your young man to go home. Your father and I are going to be having a great deal of words with you. Your father is very pissed at you!" Mom yelled at me trying to stifle a laugh. Wow she really thinks this is funny! "Aiden! Aiden! Wake up! You have to leave now!" I yelled, shaking him awake. "Hey babe what's sup?" he asked sound groggy.  I took a deep breath then shot to my feet.

"My mom and Dad are here! They walked in on us!" I could still not believe this! Dad is going to murder us! "Aiden you have to leave okay?" As I told him to go I felt something familiar and warm run down my thigh. What is that? As I thought back to last night I remembered him not using a condom again! What am I going to do now! This isn't just his fault any more! It is mine too! I should never have let him back in! How could I be so stupid! This will not happen ever again!

"Aiden how could you?" I looked into his eyes, that were pink from a hard sleep. His forehead creased. "What are you talking about?" He asked me with a quizzical look. I could not believe him!  "Aiden you lied to me! How could you do this again! Why even try to play dumb?"  I am so upset with him! The anger inside me is ready to be unleashed. He stood up still naked with a look of recognition. "Selenva I can explain, I am allergic to latex. Okay?"

"What the hell! Do you think that makes this okay?" I felt like screaming at him to never see me again! What's the point though he will come back any ways! "Aiden I can't believe you! We are through!" I cried as he pushed me up against the wall. I pushed at his chest attempting to make him move. Aiden then grabbed my hands making it impossible to get free." What are you doing?!" I asked as he pressed his forehead against mine, looking me dead in the eyes. His and my breathing were in-sync.

"Selenva I did not technically lie to you. Now with that said I will never leave you, never let you be away from me for more than a few days, without staying inconntact with me. You can call me or text me, but I will not give up on you. I want you and I have you. As you said last night remember?" What the hell is he talking about? I asked myself thinking about it. He released my right hand only to capture it with his left. His free hand slid gently down my breast, passed my rib cage, and to my vagina. He shoved one finger inside me saying, "You are mine!" He growled.

I scrambled to get free of him, finally my mom pushed the door half way without being able to see us. "Selenva your dad is ready to see you now. I suggest you hurry up!" I didn't take my eyes off Aiden even though I should have screamed. I didn't want him in trouble some part of this was making me hot. It is probably his finger inside me...still even with this it is just my psycho ex boyfriend! What is wrong with me?! 

"Aiden you don't own me or my vagina! You have to leave now!" He pulled himself away from me with that. His face was lite up with what seemed like humor. What is he finding funny about this!? He pulled his clothes back on silently not taking his eyes off me. I turned to pull out clothes from my dresser, sliding them on. "What Aiden?" He smiled that crooked smile of his turning towards my bedroom window. "That's what you think!" He yelled pulling himself out of it. My heart was racing something about him still had this affect on me. I turned shaking my head with anger as I walked down the hallway to the living room to meet my death.