Selenva (Under Edit)

Chapter twelve

Chapter twelve

“What happened with you and Aiden last night?” Sarah asked Selenva looking at her with wonder in her eyes. Great Sarah is not going to give up till I just tell her the truth. Selenva thought feeling a bit of anxiety building in her gut. “Okay look Aiden let me into his apartment we were drinking one thing lead to another and….we had sex.” She replied looking down in embarrassment.

“No shit! I could have already told you that! I meant why did you run away from him?” Sarah laughed cuddling up to her arm. They were cozy up on her bed talking, while she rested from everything that happened last night. How could she know? How does she always know! She is my best friend that’s how; she always will know everything. “Well miss I know everything! You should know why!” Selenva yelled laughing poking Sarah in the arm.

 “Hmm... What can I make out of this? You haven’t told me much….but…I’m guessing he did something pretty stupid to make you take off like an idiot?”

Selenva looked up at her alarmed. Wow! It’s time to spill. “Okay! Yes you are right he…Aiden…he didn’t wear a condom. I don’t know if the way I reacted was exactly the right way. He just pissed me off so I jetted out of there without thinking.” She confessed slowly feeling a smothering pain go through her heart.

 Sarah sat up looking me with a face I have come to know very well. She was definitely pissed. Sarah stood up swaying her arms in all directions yelling “Fuck no! No! I am going to kick his ass! What the hell was he thinking? How could you not tell Sell? You are not seeing him again! How dare him!” Sarah was going to be on this all day if Selenva didn’t come up with answers to everything.

 “Sarah quit it! I know I screwed up by not noticing it was my first time I didn’t really think about that. Which I know could be the dumbest decision of my life! I get it! I have no clue what Aiden was doing. He seemed so…sexy and on top of me. I couldn’t think straight all I could think about was him; how he felt inside me! I’m sorry!” Selenva cried out breaking into tears, she felt so ashamed of herself, so mad at Aiden, and so confused.

 Selenva noticed Sarah move back to her side taking her hand. “Sell I’m sorry I was out of line. I should not have said any of that to you. I just am very protective over you because I never want anything to happen to you. Selly you’re my best friend; my ride or die girl. I just love you okay? Please forgive me?”

 “Of course I forgive you. I know you mean well. You are the best friend anyone could have and I have you. I understand why you said it I’m not mad at you or anything. Just feel so dumb, used, and straight up fucking sad.” She said crying everything out on her Sarah’s shoulder.

“What would you say if we call over Dallas and do nothing but be vegetables’ today?” Sarah looked so hopeful how could she say no. what if they are all over each other though? What if Dallas is upset with me from last night he didn’t say anything to me the whole ride to my house. Selenva thought crying silent tears for Dallas. “Sarah I don’t know. Dallas doesn’t seem to like me much lately. If he says yes to come over than its fine with me but im just not sure he will want to be here.”

 “How could you say that Selly,Dallas loves you like you’re his own blood! He just doesn’t like Aiden says he gives him a weird vibe.” She would know, Selenva thought. “Okay I believe you! I don’t even want to talk about this any more, just call Dallas over.” She said hoping to end this discussion. Why keep bothering Sarah won't bug; she will always defend Dallas and I both. 

"Okay i'll call him over now!" Sarah giggled reaching her hand over to my phone all ready punching in his digits. Dallas and i are going to have to talk; i hate feeling like he is upset with me. Selenva thought taking a deep breath to steadying her self. looking over at Sarah watching her facil exspression explode into a huge smile. Dallas must of areeged to come over. or is just charming her to death, she thought letting a laugh exscape. Sarah hung up the phone and turned her attention back to Selenva.

"What's the verdict?" Selenva asked looking down at her Yoda pillow. "Dallas's is already on his way. Aparently he was coming over here to see you already." Sarah replied sounding a bit giddy. She really must be in love with him. Sarah used to tell me all the time how much she wished they would hook up or at least fuck one anther. Dallas used to say he wanted her but she was to imature for him, also that she would probably be a good lay. Selenva thoguht letting a silent smile creep out. 

"What? Why are you smiling like that?" Sarah asked sound curious smiling back. "Nothing it's just i am really happy you both are finally together. You both used to talk to me about each other and always told me not to tell one anther. I obviously never did. I kinda regret it in a way who would have known you would both be so happy?" Selenva told her feeling warmth pass threw her heart. She really loves them both so much.

"Oh! Well it's not like we knew that we would be this happy...it just happened and we are very much so in love with each other i always want to have him in my life; he means the world to me. I know he feels the same way i do. Dallas told me that he wants to marry me someday, when we are both ready. We agreed that it is to early right now and that we should live together before hand." Sarah said blushing. Selenva couldn't help but have a feeling of unserstanding for them both. "Yeah best to try on everything before buying it!" Selenva laughed knowing the mood needed to brighten up.

Knock!! knock!!

They both looked at each other yelling "Dalllas!" They both didn't bother moving Dallas normally just  lets himself in. Selenva heard foot steps coming up the hall way. Dallas pulled open the door smiling. "Hey ladies."  Selenva's heart picked up its pace. She really needed to have some time with them to talk and hang out. "Hey babe!" Sarah yelled jumping on him giving him a kiss. "Awe you guys are so cute! Qiut it !" Selenva said smiling knowing they would unserstand and get off one anther. 

"How you doing Sell?" Dallas asked with a warm inviting smile. Selenva knew he wasn't mad at her or even upset, just worried most likely. " I am okay Dallas just need to relax and distract myself from thinking about....last night." Dallas walked over pulling her into a comfortable embrace. "Look Sell i'm sorry that I have been so.... not a good friend to you. I have just been worried about you. I am always going to be here for you, no matter what or who you choose to be with as long as your happy." 

"Thank you. I havent been all that great you either. I'm sorry too." Selenva squeezed him really hard. They both pulled away to look at each other smiling. "Now that all apologies are made. What movies do you guys want to watch? I brought over Stephen king's Thinner not sure if you girls had seen it yet."  Sarah came and sat on the bed with her shaking her head up and down at Dallas. He quirked an eye brown up looking over at Selenva. "Yeah let's watch it! Go ahead and put it into the DVD player!" Selenva said giving the conformation cuddling up to Sarah's shoulder.

Dallas walked over to turn the tv on, he turned to with a look of confussion at her. "Why is your window always open? Don't you ever get cold?" He asked looking down to the carpet. Selenva didn't know why but her stomach tightened. Why is Dallas looking at my carpet? "Hey what is it?" She asked quickly. Dallas's jaw tightened as he turned his head back up to look at her. 

"There is a dirt shoe print on the carpet." Dallas said sounding serious. "Who did you let come in to your room through the window?" He then asked still staring at her. "No one." She said feeling her stomach tighten. "Your sure? You never snuck anyone in?" Dallas asked looking back to the carpet where the dirt stain is. Shit! That is so not cool. I never had any one in here, exspeaclly through my window! What the hell is that about? She thought to her self worried. 

"Come check this out then. Some one has been in here the print is dry but there is no doubt someone came in through the window." Selenva stood up walking over to see it. The print was light brown ans had some tiny rocks surounding it. "There's only one foot print? What does that mean?" she asked him. Oh no! Someone has been in here without me knowing! She felt sick now with worry as her stomach turned. 

"Maybe who ever it was noticed the mud then thoguht better about making tracks in your bed room?" Dallas said sounding unsure. Selenva looked up at him thinking. What the hell are we going to do? Why would someone come into her bed room? " I'm going to call my parents and let them know whats going on. They should know what to do about this." She said grabing her cell phone off the night stand dialing their number.