Secret [TAEKOOK]

Break up

[Taehyung]

I can't do this anymore. am done. I can't keep pretending. I can't keep hiding. I am going to tell him today. that it's over. 

I went to our secret place and waited. 

15 mins later

the door opened and he walked in. he was happy bout something and I don't want to make him sad but I can't keep doing this. 

he came closer to me and I could see it in his eyes that he is rlly happy but I want to be happy too. it might sound selfish but I want to be happy.

"I can't do this anymore," I finally blurted out. I saw his happiness fade. his expression changed and I saw that happiness fade away. "Please I can't live without you" he replied with sadness in his voice. "I love u". that caught me off guard. he has never said I love you to me before. I have but he hasn't and I waited and I would wait forever but that isn't the problem. the problem is we can't be together in front of people. I can't hold his hand or lean on his shoulder or kiss him goodnight or dance with him at parties. I want to do that but there is a strict rule in the company saying we can't date each other. but we took a risk and we went against it but I don't think it was worth it. 

"I love you too and that is y I can't do it anymore. we both deserve to be happy but we can't be with each other".  tears rolled down my cheek."We will find a way. like we always do" his voice was soft but filled with sadness. "not this time kookie". I can't stay here. I got up and I left. I went back to my room. I opened my room and ran to the washroom so no one would see me cry. I sat on the floor and I cried. I cried my heart out. I love him but we can't be together. 

I got up and cleaned my face. there was a knock on the door. "Taehyung~ahh what happened". I heard Jimin on the other side. Jimin is the only one who knows bout Jungkook and I. he supports us and he always made sure that we weren't in trouble. he looked out for me. but Jungkook dosen't like him much. he always thought that Jimin has feelings for me and that I would leave him for Jimin. I opened the door and without saying a word I hugged him. he was surprised at first but then he hugged me back. 

"Tell me what happened," I told him everything and he comforted me. I knew I could depend on Jimin. he has always been there by my side. no matter how many times I push him away or how many times I try to shut him out when am mad he is always there. and I hope it stays that way.

hey everyone. this is my first story so I hope it's ok. and am sry if there r errors in the story. hope u like the story. :)