Secret [TAEKOOK]

Old Tae

[Taehyung]

I opened my eyes and there was an immense pain in my head. ugh, I had to much to drink. how did I get home? the last thing I remember is making out with a random guy. ah my head. I sat up straight and I saw a body on the floor curled up in a fetus position. don't tell me I bought that guy home. I already have enough to deal with. I stepped down and a shiver went down my body as soon as I touched the cold floor. 

I kneeled down in front of him and I saw that it was Jungkook. wht is he doing here? wht did we do last night? I tried so hard to remember but the more I tried the more I forgot. I just hope we didn't kiss or do something else. did we makeup. I looked down at him and he was sleeping so peacefully I decided not to wake him. I just covered him up and went to the washroom. I looked into the mirror and I saw that there was a scar on my face. wtf happened last night. did I get into a fight? did I hurt Jungkook? shit am never drinking again. then I realized that my shirt smelled like alcohol and I wanted to barf. I pulled off my shirt. and threw it into the laundry basket. 

I got cleaned up and I went outside and kook was awake. he didn't look hurt so I guess I didn't hurt him. "hey" he said in a croaky voice. I ignored him but the fact that he was here bothered me. why was he here? just to make my morning even worse than it already is. I turned to him and I saw his face become red. is he blushing?  then I realized that I wasn't wearing anything but a towel around my waist and for some reason, kook's shyness bought more confidence in me. 

"why r u here?" I asked bluntly. at first, he didn't seem to realize I asked him a question. but then he looked confused like I was stupid. "u don't remember?" he asked me like I am dumb. "if I did then would I ask u?". then there was an expression of relief on his face. "what's wrong don't have anything to say?" and then his expression turned sad. "u were drunk and u came home late and u were hurt" . "o for a second I thought u were the one who did this but then again y would u even care to look at me. ryt" I saw how my words hurt him and he deserved them. "tae please stop," he said softly. "y because am hurting ur feelings. shd I even care bout ur feelings? maybe I shd care bout ur feelings the same way u cared for mine. when u told me u didn't love me or the times u didn't tell me at all. just made me fall for u like an idiot. just so u could make a fool out of me. and I admit that I fell for u but am never making that mistake again." tears were running down his cheeks. "the only reason I broke up with u was because I didn't want u to get hurt because of me" ok wth is he making up now. "hurt me. U hurt me no one else but U" I said angrily.

 "I received a couple of death threats these past weeks and a few days ago they called me to tell me that they might be real. and then I heard some staff saying that I was putting everyone in danger just by being with them so I thought if I isolated myself I wouldn't hurt anyone. but all I could think bout was u. what if ppl knew bout us what if the word got out. the person would target u to hurt me. and I can't let that happen and I knew that u wouldn't leave if I told u to. so I had to do it. I had to end things." I was in complete shock by his words. what have I done?

hey, it's me. I found some pics of tae. so let's take a minute to admire this beautiful man.

hope ur still alive after this. thanks for reading :)