Secret [TAEKOOK]

In Control

[Taehyung]

Flashback continues 

he dragged me all the way to our room."I told u I am not staying with u" I said trying to escape from him. he locked the door and then he turned towards me. "and I said u r" he said being very bossy. "don't forget am older than u" I reminded him of who the boss shd be. he walked towards me slowly and that scared me a lot. I slowly backed away until my back was against the wall. he didn't stop. he kept coming closer to me and soon he was so close that I could feel his breath on my face. he put his hands on my waist and I tried to get away but obviously he is the strong one.

I was trapped between him and the wall. his eyes were piercing through my soul. he came closer to my ear and whispered "u want me?" he asked knowing how badly I wanted him ryt now. I felt my pants becoming tight. how does he do this to me? I nodded slightly and that made him smirk even more if that is possible. "all u have to do is ask" ok there is no way in hell that I would ask Jeon Jungkook to fuck me cause believe it or not I don't beg. I can control myself and I can control him. 

"no," I said calmly. "believe me u need me more than I need u ryt now," I said knowing that he was in the same state that I was in just that he can't control it. his smirk fell and that made me smile. ik that he wanted to be in control but not today. I pushed him back and he fell onto the bed. he was taken completely by surprise. before he could react I went over and climbed on top of him. "I am in control now," I said with a smirk. 

End of Flashback

that was a good trip I can't wait to meet his parents again. me and Joon hyung were going shopping. so I got dressed and went outside. 

where is kook? I haven't seen him all day. I will check on him afterwards maybe he is just shy bout the whole us being to together again and then hyungs knowing bout it. it could be overwhelming. 

At the store

"So how is everything with u and Jungkook," he asked softly. "pretty good" I replied but I couldn't stop thinking bout him. I hope he's ok. "u both seem happy together," he  said snapping me out of  my thoughts. "idk bout him but am rlly happy." "why did u both break in the first place?" he asked curiously. "because I was sick of hiding and pretending the only time we could be together was when u guys were all out or if we went to our secret place. I was getting sick of being alert all the time" I replied honestly. "how long did u date for" he said while putting a packet of ramen in the trolly. "2years". "2YEARS" he shrieked. I told him to be softer. "u guys were doing this for 2 years. are we blind or something" I laughed at his reaction. " or maybe we were good at hiding". 

we got everything we needed and headed home. as soon as I reached home I went to his room to check on him. he opened the door and he looked like he has been crying. "hey what's wrong?" I asked him very worried bout him. he was fine until yesterday. "nothing" he lied but am not stupid. I got in and I closed the door. "I got u something" I kept the cover on the table and he suddenly spoke out. "I don't want to be with u. I don't love you anymore". those words hit me like a rock or a truck or I don't even if there is anything that could hit me harder than those words.