Secret [TAEKOOK]

Award Show

[Taehyung]

"Tae get dressed we will be late" Jimin said from his changing room. I got up and went to get changed. my hair and makeup was done so all I had to do was get dressed. I wasn't looking forward to this show. it has only been 2 weeks and am still not over him. I don't think I will ever be completely over him. 

I finished getting dressed and I went out and I saw everyone was all done and ready to go. we stepped outside the building and luckily no reporters. we got seated in our limo and thank god Jimin and Jin hyung were sitting on my sides. Jungkook was sitting on the very end. he didn't seem to like sitting there cause usually we both sat together. but it's necessary if we r gonna move on from each other. 

In no time we were there. we all stepped out one by one. I was blinded by the flashes. usually Jungkook would be by my side but today I didn't have him. and I might never again but I felt a touch on my back. I looked around and I saw Jimin giving me a warm smile helping me calm down. we went in and we sat in our assigned places. it was Jin hyung then Joon hyung Hobi hyung and then Yoongi hyung and then Jimin. that means Jungkook and I are sitting next to each other. well this is going to be awkward. 

soon the whole place was filled up with fans and other idols. I was happy Jimin was next to me. he knows how to cheer me up. at times I saw Jungkook giving him the evil eye. and ryt now I feel his gaze on me. Jimin saw how uncomfortable I got and he held my hand and I relaxed. he rlly is my best friend. suddenly one of the songs caught my attention. It helped me relax a bit more. I was happily singing the song and then I turned around and I saw kook staring at me and he instantly turned around and he had a cute smile on his face. I missed that smile. I miss it so fucking much. I miss him.

soon it was our time to perform our song. so we all went and got changed into our performance outfit. I was the last one to change. as soon as I was done we all went backstage and waited for our cue. 

(Taehyung's outfit)

(Jungkook's outfit)

soon they announced our performance and we went out and took positions. There were times where Jungkook and I had to be really close to each other but I kept it professional. the performance went smoothly and I think our fans rlly liked it. we went back to our seats. I was walking at the last ryt behind Jungkook. when we reached our seats they all went and sat down except me and kook. he turned around and he let me go first and when I went in front of him he kept his hand on my back. I flinched and Jungkook noticed that and I saw a smile on his face. he was happy that he still had that effect on me.

"And the award for the best choreography goes to Bangtan Sonyeondan" we all stood up from our places to go to the stage and receive the award. I turned around and walked behind kook. we went up on stage and he accepted the award. Joon hyung indicated that I shd give the thank u speech.  I faced the mic. my hands were kinda trembling because of all the silence. but then I felt a warm grip on my hand. thank u Jimin. I said my speech and we turned around to leave when I realized that my fingers were intertwined with Jimin. I turned around and I saw Jungkook smiling. It wasn't Jimin's hand it was kooks. I almost immediately pulled my hand away from his and started walking faster. but I saw kooks face. ik that I hurt him by what I just did. and I regret it but I can't keep doing this. I can't hide anymore its tiering tbh. we almost got caught a couple of times. 

The show ended shortly after we received the best music video award. I kept my distance. we reached home and I went to my room avoiding all kinds of conversation with the others. I got changed. Jimin went into the washroom. I started to take off the accessories I had on. damn this bracelet y won't it open. 

"Let me help u"

hey guys. it's me again. I just wanted to thank u for reading this story. ik that there r a lot of errors but I hope u like it. 

Taekook is such a cute ship. 😍💜.