Secret [TAEKOOK]

New Taehyung

[Jungkook]

"wht do I do hyung?" I asked still vry confused. "go back to him. we all will protect u with our lives kookie and u will survive but Taehyung won't. his heart isn't completely broken there is still time to fix it." "But what if" he cut me off. "stop thinking bout what will happen and think bout what u shd do," he said with a smile. I knew I could count on him.

he left and the room was completely silent. wht shd I do? I want to be with him more than ever. these past few days have been clear that I cannot live without him. I am yearning for him for his touch for his smile. he is everything to me. he is a part of me. I need him back in my life. 

[Taehyung]

Joon hyung was ryt it is his loss. am not gonna fall for his charms again. he used me. he hurt me one too many times and am done. I will never go back to him. tbh my heart won't be able to take it anymore. I was stupid to fall in love with him. wht is love anyway. it's all in our heads. and besides who even needs love. love is for the weak and am stronger than ppl think. I will prove to everyone that I don't need love. I was weak but not anymore. this is a new Kim taehyung.

The next day

knock knock

who tf is it? ugh. I got up and opened the door and I saw a messy-haired Jungkook standing at my door. when he looked at me he smiled. gross. I shut the door on his face. I went to the washroom and got dressed. I never change before breakfast but that Taehyung is gone.

I dressed in all black. I mean I can do wht I want. I went out and everyone was looking at me like I just committed a crime. "is something wrong?" I asked bluntly not caring wht they all thought. "no not at all we are all glad ur back" I didn't react or respond to Jin hyung.  I just pulled out a chair and sat down. 

After a very long and annoying talk, I was done. I just got up and left. I went to the cabin just to relax.

5hrs later

I came back home and suddenly everyone was looking at me. ppl r so weird these days. "where have u been?" Joon hyung asked me he sounded worried but then again no one cares so. " I was out," I said casually like wht is the big deal. "do I need permission to go out?" I said not realizing how harsh my tone was. but then again I don't care. I didn't wait for their reply I went to my room and banged the door hard.

knock knock

"WHAT" I yelled annoyed. "we we were waiting for u for lunch," a soft voice said from the other side. clearly it was Jungkook. I got up and opened the door and kook was standing there with a scared expression. I pushed past him and went and sat down next to Yoongi hyung. 

"wash ur hands Taehyung," Jin hyung said with an annoyed expression. I got up, washed my hands and sat down with water still dripping off my hands. "wipe them" he said again. I wiped it on my shirt and I started eating. they kept looking at me. again. "do I have something written on my face," I said annoyed. "and u teach me of manners." I said directing it to Jin hyung. I just got up and left again. I rlly can't deal with them.