Secret [TAEKOOK]

Ice Cream

[Taehyung]

"Tae come on. get up" Jimin said but I wasn't in the mood. I want to be over him but at the same time, I don't. I want to be with him and ik that I love him and but we can't be together we have to hide for our whole life. "how bout we go get ice cream" that sounds nice and it might take my mind off him for some time. 

I got up and I got dressed 

we went to an ice cream shop. as soon as we entered memories of jungkook came back. 

Flashback

"Which flavour do u want," I asked him even tho I knew the answer. "cookies and cream" he said with excitement. he loves cookies and cream. that's the only flavour he eats. I got our ice creams and went to the place he was sitting. 

I finished eating mine while kook was eating his rlly slowly. "umm u have something" I said pointing to the corner of his lip. he wiped it off but there was still left. "did I get it," he asked innocently. I smiled at his cuteness. I took a tissue and leaned over the table to wipe it for him. after I did I just stared into his beautiful eyes. I was so close to kissing him when I realized we were in public so I pulled back and sat down. 

I could see the disappointment on his face. I want to but I can't. 

End of Flashback

"taetae u there?" Jimin was staring at me like there was something wrong with me. "huh" I said blankly. "which flavour do u want?" he repeated his words. "strawberry" I responded. we took our ice cream and went and sat down. 

"u need to pay attention. u can't be completely lost" he said clearly worried bout me. "I am lost without him Jimini". I am lost without him. " then go back to him" he said in a tone I didn't quite recognize.  "I want to but " then I realized y we broke up in the first place. "I have u but he doesn't have anyone. am lucky to have u" he gave me a shy smile. ik how important Jimin is in my life.  "maybe u shd move on" he said suddenly. "move on? how do I do that" I had no idea since I have never been in a relationship before Jungkook and neither has he. "u can date anyone tae. be with someone who u don't have to hide with, be with someone who u can be seen with. and a person who will hold ur hand in public and who will kiss u in front of hundreds of ppl without hesitation or regret. in fact ik one person who has liked u for a really long time". someone likes me? that's a surprise. "who?" I asked out of curiosity. "Baekhyun"