Secret [TAEKOOK]

Taekook

[Jungkook]

this is exactly y I didn't tell him. he looks so scared like he thinks he is gonna hurt me again. I kneeled down in front of him. "tae look at me" but he didn't. "please look at me" I pleaded and then he slowly looked up at me and his face was covered with tears and his eyes were red. I wiped his tears away gently. "I am ok and I am not hurt but I will be if u don't forgive urself," I told him. "but I literally tried to kill u" he said letting more tears flow. "but u didn't u let me go and I forgave u". Then there was a long silence. 

"do u rlly love me after everything I did?" he asked with so much sadness in his voice it broke my heart. "ofc I do. that's what am trying to tell u, I will always love u" I went closer and hugged him and he hugged me back. "thank u" he said. "for what?" I asked. "for always staying with me and I love u too". my heart was beating so fast I could barely say a word because all I could think bout was he loves me too. 

Tae decided to take 2 days leave and just get away from everything. he went to the cabin. he wants peace and I am happy that he took a break. he needs it. I decided to give him space. but I want to do something special for him. 

2 days later

Tae decided to extend his leave for a whole week. its been so long already. I mean ik he wants a break but am lonely. and I want him and I want to cuddle with him and I want him to say he loves me and I want him to play with my hair until I fall asleep. And I miss him. maybe I shd visit him tmrw. yes I shd visit him and we can have a nice picnic. I shd prepare everything.

The next day

I got dressed and I took everything. and I took off since today we don't have practice. I reached there and took out the key and went in. where is he? I hope he is not asleep. I went up to our room. and he was sleeping. I went closer to him and I saw that it wasn't tae. it was some guy. and he was sleeping and and he wasn't dressed. that's when I heard the washroom door open and tae came out wearing a towel. and he looked up at me and he looked shocked. tears formed in my eyes but I didn't say anything. 

"what r u doing here?" that's what he has to say. "I missed u but it looks like u didn't miss me" then he looked at the bed and then he smiled. "is this funny to u?". "u look so cute when ur jealous." can't believe him ryt now. he cheated on me and then he is saying I look cute. "he is my cousin brother" he said looking at me like I was a cute little lost puppy or something. but my heart relaxed and my heartbeat was back to normal. "he called me drunk last night so I told him he could sleep here for the night," he said smiling. "well I just feel stupid." I said realizing what I just thought. 

"don't be," he said with a cute smile. o how much I missed that smile. he put on his shirt and that's when it hit me that he had just come out of the shower. I went outside and waited for him to get dressed. we had lunch together and then his cousin was awake. we greeted each other and then he left. so now we had the cabin all to ourselves and we both had the same idea in mind. 

I didn't even realize we were in our room until he pulled away. his hands were around my neck and mines were around his tiny waist. and we were kissing each other like it's going to be the last time. slowly we lost all clothing we had on and the evening was filled with pleasure. I love this man so freaking much.

a few pics of jk smiling to make ur day better 

he is so precious and so is his smile.

thanks for reading. stay safe :)