Secret [TAEKOOK]

Truth

[Jungkook]

his words pierced through my heart. I felt so down. I never thought tae could be like that. I wanted to yell at him tell him what he did to me last night but I didn't because ik he will regret it and he will isolate his self from everyone. from me so I kept quiet. I don't want him to suffer. deep down ik that I deserved what he did but am not mad at him. I forgave him the moment I realized I wasn't dead. and he was drunk. the Taehyung that ik and I love would never do that. not to me not to anyone. and that Taehyung is still there. he is hiding behind this mask of anger. And I need to get him out. 

He was so mad at me and I can't take it anymore. so I told him what happened and what the reason was for me to break his heart. his face was so cute when he was shocked ik he was regretting things ryt now. but the face he is making was so innocent.

"But we can't be together not that u want to but just saying," he said still making that adorable face. "ofc I want to y don't u?" I asked confused. "because we are not good together all we do is break each other. wht happened wasn't a coincidence it was karma because I broke ur heart first" he was at the verge of crying. "but we still end up together" I reminded him. we dated for a year and then broke up for like 8 months then got back together and broke up after 3 days but here we are again. back to each other.

I got up and walked up to him. thank god he was dressed up cause I probably wouldn't have been able to concentrate if he was standing there almost naked. he smelled like jasmine. and his wet hair fell over his face and his black eyes were filled with pain.  "let's take a new start" I said hoping to change his mind. "we can forget bout everything and be together because the only thing that I realized this past year is that I can't be without u" I know it sounds cheesy but its a 101% true. I do love him and I want us to stay together. "u rlly want to be with a person like me". "u r the only person I rlly want to be with" he blushed a little. and I was proud that I still had that kinda effect on him. and he had the same effect on me. "I love u. think bout it" I said in a calm voice. am not trying to force him into making a decision ryt now I want him to think bout and I can just hope that he says yes. I gave him a small kiss on the cheek and then left the room knowing that I left the tae I love back there not a monster.

2 hrs later 

there was a soft knock on the door. I practically ran to the door but I didn't want to look needy so I slowly opened the door and thank god I did cause I saw tae leaving. "wait" I said "come in" I said to him and he followed me into my room. "so whts up" I asked him even tho ik exactly whts up. and I think tae knows that am being weird ryt now but he looked kinda sad. " I have an answer," he said gloomily. "ok," I said anxiously. "us is not a good idea"