Secret [TAEKOOK]

Memories

[Jungkook]

I haven't slept in the past 2 days. I miss him so much. I see him every day during practise but he doesn't even look at me. he looks sad too but he smiles occasionally so the others don't suspect. But ik he is hurting. same as me. "Jungkook~ahh u seem distracted."  I didn't even realize Jin hyung is talking to me. 

"Am not feeling very well" I lied. I looked at tae and he was looking at me too. I could see the worry on his face. then I saw Jimin holding his hand and that pissed me off. "it's ok u shd go and rest". I listened to Namjoon hyung and went to my room. thank god I don't have a roommate.

I laid down on my bed and memories replayed in my mind.

Flashback

Taehyung was sitting so close to me it made me nervous. I have always had a crush on him but what if he is straight and I mess up our friendship by telling him bout it. "Taehyung~ahh take care of Jungkook while we are gone" Jin hyung yelled from the main door. Taehyung hyung was looking into his phone and smiling. I wonder what's so funny. then he looked up at me and I looked away immediately. I knew my cheeks were now red. "kookie look at this"  he said in a sweet voice. my heart did backflips in my chest when he called me kookie. he showed me a video of cute puppies dancing. I didn't realize how close we were ryt now. I looked at him and I realized he was looking at me too. his eyes were mesmerizing. he moved forward. or maybe it's just my imagination. I want to do it so bad. then he leaned in closer and our lips were just a cm away I couldn't control myself. I kissed him. but we pulled away immediately when we heard the door open. it was Jimin hyung. he had to ruin it. 

"wht r u both doing," he said in a surprised tone. "uk I like him," he said in a soft voice. my heart stopped when I heard that. he likes me. taehyungiee Hyung likes me. "but uk wht happens if u get caught" Jimin hyung said again. "don't tell anyone," he said. "ofc I won't but be careful". 

End of Flashback

I love him and I miss him so much.