Haikyuu Oneshots

Affection-Sakusa Kiyoomi

Requested by mimiyukkii . Thank you for the request and I hope you enjoy it. Sorry if it isn't as angsty as you wanted it to be.

2nd person pov

Dating THE Sakusa Kiyoomi was something you can call an achievement. He was to say the least, completely unaffectionate. However, you never complained to him. You knew it was his first relationship and he was new to being touchy.

It did hurt you a lot though, thinking all the times he would reject your affections.

"Sakusa!" You say as you run up and hug him. However, he immediately pushes your hands away and backs away from you.

"Please do not touch me like that." He says while he walks away from you." You wish you could say you just brushed it off like that, but you weren't that strong. You stood there by yourself while letting some tears fall down your face.

Dating the germaphobe was tough when trying to give affection since he never liked any kind of physical touch. You still tried to give him affection from time and time again but eventually stopped after what happened last month.

It was after practice and you both were walking home from practice. You loved being a manager since it gave you an opportunity to spend more time with Sakusa. It was a while since you both had any kind of physical touch, and you wanted to see if he was more comfortable with receiving affection.

You hesitantly grabbed on to his hand and first he didn't react too badly, which made you feel a bit happy, but then he grabbed your wrist and shoved your hand of his.

"Please just stop this. It gets really annoying. Why can't you just not do that?" He looked at you with a glare and you just looked down at your feet.

"Sorry... I'll just stop it now." And the fact that he just nodded and you both had to continue walking, just made you wonder 'why is he in a relationship with you?'

Your heart clenched at his words. 'I just wanted to hold you and show you how much I liked you, why can't we do that like a normal couple?' You wanted to say that to him, but you didn't have the heart to do it.

You both didn't even say hello while walking past that. Sakusa said he didn't want to bring attention to them and you just agreed. Not knowing what to say to him. You liked him a lot. Your feelings for him were stronger than any other crush you've had in your life.

But why is it that you weren't able to hug him or even hold his hand? You knew he was a germaphobe and tried to stay out of the spotlight as much as possible, but you wished that he would consider your feeling sometimes.

But you decided to respect his privacy and show your affection another way, by showing it to your friends. You have always been an extroverted person and always liked giving people hugs.

The fact that you were able to get Sakusa to like you, shocked everyone including you. So you were contempt with just knowing that. And your friends never minded how affectionate you were with them.

They always returned your hugs and even initiated it at first. And Sakusa himself didn't mind it. As long as you weren't doing it to him, he was happy. However, it started to annoy him when you started to do that with your male friends.

It wasn't anything too big, they would just pet you on the head or tease you but it started to really piss him off. And when he saw you hug Komori, he lost all kinds of self-control.

"Hey. I need to talk to you." You smiled and nodded at him but you didn't notice his frown underneath his mask. When you both went to somewhere secluded he wasted no time interrogating you.