IT GETS BETTER WITH TIME. <NOT EDITED>

Chapter Fifty Two-last fittings

I personally feel drained and I look nearly like a whale. Everything overwhelms me especially when my wedding gown always has to be adjusted every single time I come to try it on. That vanishes my confidence away, and yet here I am again trying it on when it's only two days to the wedding and this bloodly dress needs to be adjusted yet again.

"If I wasn't pregnant, I'd be drinking my sarrows away," I complain while staring at my reflection on the lengthy mirror.

I honestly love my wedding gown, it hugs everything perfectly, mostly my boobs. It's a Cinderalla pure white dress, that's an off shoulder with a lengthy arm lace that's very tight on my arms. I like the lace thingy as it's not too visible, on the boobs too and it completes and compliments the open back. It also shows off little of my baby bump and a little touch of crystal glitter beads completes the dress. If I wasn't pregnant, my dress would have been a tight mermaid dress with the same touch as this one.

"You look wonderful," Brain compliments me from the far back so he won't stand on my lengthy long dress.

I motion to sit on the couch of the designers bouquet store. Slowly, I moan as the chocolate overwhelms me.

After a few mintues, the bridemates motion to my direction, and they show off their also long length off the shoulder with a touch of slit on their left thigh, champagne dresses.

Khanyi obviously looks different from them hence she fought for the maid of honour position. Only her dress is mermaid and I won't complain because they all look breathtaking.

A tear escapes willingly and I soon feel my cheeks getting wet. It's happening alright, I'll be marrying the love of my life in two days time.

"You'll ruin that dress with that chocolate, Busi," Enhle scolds me, grabbing the chocolate bar forcefully from my hold.

"And stop crying, you look very sexy and beautiful," Sbongi nudges me as she makes herself very comfortable next to me.

They all chant in agreement to Sbongi's words but that doesn't ease my tantrums. I still feel fat.

"Oh my word," Khanyi gasps while looking at her reflection on the mirror. "I look so gorgeous. How the hell were you able to complete this in two months?" she stares at Brains.

"This is what I do, baby. I can do it all in my sleep," he brags.

"I must add, we all look mouthwatering. Someone will die once he lays his eyes on me," Bongi utters excitedly.

I definitely agree with her.

"He who is?" Sbongi smiles.

"We need a name," Enhle adds

"He who is, Jabulani," Khanyi completes ever so slowly.

Bongi huffs in announce and the ladies laugh in amuzement. Its adorable how Bongi tries my all means to act as naive when she's certainly damn inlove with Jabu.

"I want Nathi," I sob, completely ending their bubbly moment unintentionally.

This burning need I have for him is shamelessly unbearable and I can't help the warmth of sensations that desperately yearn for him.

"You do know he's busy with fittings too, with the groomsman?" Khanyi reminds me.

Like I give a damn.

"Firstly, he made me pregnant. Secondly, he has to deal with my hormones not you. Thirdly, I don't give a damn what he's doing, call him and tell him I need him," I whisper yell standing up bluntly.

"You look very pleasant and sluty ladies," I wink at them, with attempt to ease their intense worriedly actions and that makes them giggle loudly.

"Why should I always suffer," I hear Khanyi mumble as I stagger back into the fitting room.