be my next mistake // prinxiety

★ 14 : red velvet cupcakes ★

(a/n: once i start not doing shit at math and can spend all day writing fanfiction again instead of only posting prewritten chapters, it's over for y'all >:) LMAO)

Aside from his collaboration with Janus, Virgil hadn't written a legitimate love song in a while. The almost love songs on his album were about sex or why romance was bullshit.

And he was not writing a love song about Roman.

He liked to call it a crush song. It was too small to be in love, but he did admire Roman a lot. But if he couldn't say it out loud, he'd put it in a song. He planned to keep the song to himself, at least until he was over his little obsession.

Whatever.

One of the singles on his new album was making an individual drop in an hour.

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(Original Song: 12345SEX by UPSAHL)

Roman took off his fake glasses and left rehearsal. He was just told to make sure they were comfortable for him since his show was Rent and he was playing Mark.

On his phone, he saw a notification that Virgil had dropped another single that would be on his album, so he put in his AirPods and listened on his walk to his apartment.

And I like the way you taste
Some liquor and a chaser
Flavor of forever just
For the night
The world is getting warmer, running outta air
But you can send me way up to the stratosphere
Tonight I'm feeling like a fucking billionaire
Not playing fair
Won't you come here

Roman bopped his head lightly to Virgil's voice. He remembered Virgil saying in an interview that he'd have some more sultry songs on the album since he was past 18 at this point.

1, 2, 3, 4, 5, sex on my mind
Cashing all my checks and telling lies
Might
Drive this car real fast until we die
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, sex on my mind

For some reason, Roman blushed. Sure, Virgil had released suggestive singles past his eighteenth birthday, but this was probably the most direct.

After actually knowing Virgil personally and as a real friend, he pictured Virgil singing it as he immersed himself deeper into the music. He imagined the subtle gestures Virgil might have done at certain lyrics, and his little smirk that Roman could hear through the song.

I'm obsessive with the chase
I'll come but never stay so
Turn me on and up
Just like radio

Before they became friends, Roman had already bought tickets to Virgil's LA show for him and Janus. He wondered what he'd look like performing that song.

Does he have choreography planned for this?

Oh God.

He always knew Virgil was hot. That was common knowledge around the world. But something was different now. It wasn't just a fan thirsting over a celebrity they looked up to.

Roman was thinking of Virgil like that.

Get rid of the fact that Virgil's famous. I'm thinking of my friend like this. This isn't... Is this normal for friends? I haven't felt like this with my other friends.

When the song was coming to an end, Roman felt Virgil's voice like it could physically touch him, and his mind was overcome by a fairly graphic image.