Diary of a Emo Girl

Chapter Four

Dear diary,

Well I moved to Texas and I've been here for a couple months now and school started. After that break up my depression started came back. And ever since I was little I had an eating disorder and a side effect of it was depression. So I had a pretty depressed summer, once the depression comes in so does the disorder, and its hard to get rid of it, along with that I started cutting, and God releasing that anger on me never felt so good. Then school started.

My first day was hell, everything was weird, and I didn't like the people, I already had people who hated me. So the bullying started from my first day, how great was that? Life was like that for about the next month, and throughout the whole time I was changing. By the time school started I wasn't the same person anymore. Now people think I'm emo. I used to be a super fun person and everyone loved hanging out with me and I had a lot of friends. But then again I saw this coming, I've always had an emo streak to me, but I had to hid that side of me so I could get people to leave me alone. Well it isn't working anymore, so I might as well be the person I was inside.

The old fake Nicky has officially died. Here comes the new real Nicky. Ha I wonder how this will turn out.