Diary of a Emo Girl

Chapter Nine

Dear diary,

Remember how I mentioned having a crush on my best friend Adam? Almost everyone knows I liked him except adam himself. A couple days ago my other best friend who is a girl, Bekah, gave me the guts to have one of my friends in Ohio tell him that I have a crush on him, so I let my friend Matt do it. Matt is basically my therapist, and he's like a teenager who's like a pastor and a councilor and everyone loves him. So I thought it would be best for him to tell Adam.

So the other day he told Adam, and he literally said, "hmmmmmmmmm. Nicky? I would never like her like that!" And when I found out yesterday, once again my heart was fucking shattered into a gazillion pieces, and there comes depression rushing into my face, and cutting to help me along with it. I'm also friends with his sister, Emily. She told me that Adam said that even if he ever will have feelings for me which he probably won't it can't work out cuz I live in fucking Ebola state(Texas).

Just to clarify a bit, since I lived in Ohio, I had a crush on only one person, Adam. Then Dan asked me out, and I dated him for two months, lastly Mo was just a idiot who liked me.