Diary of a Emo Girl

Chapter Eight

Dear diary,

Its been a couple weeks and I let go. I made a couple new guy friends, and as usual rumors started spreading like a wildfire. And the even better part happened a bit later. So I was on Instagram one night and there was this girl named Hailey. She used to date my friend Jack, so thats how I knew her. But I never ACTUALLY talked to her. So that day she posted a pic of herself crying and was saying that shes lost and is depressed etc... I felt bad for her cuz I went through the same thing and it sucked, but mine was serious, Hailey situation was something every kid went through.

I got a bad history dude, and I got no time to explain that shit. But anyways I posted a long comment because I thought she could use someone there for her. I do that with a lotta kids (I picked it up after my friend Matt). And she was all grateful, the usual shit. I guess it was worth it, you know the happiness you get from doing a good thing. And later that day my good deed was paid off. Dan sent me a message, and you have no clue how damn happy I was to know that Dan read that, just more reason for him to like me. Then I asked him how he knew Hailey. Thats where the real twist came in.

He said that he has a crush on her and was gonna ask her out, and I had no other choice but go along with it and act happy for him but in the inside my heart shattered. So after a few days he asked her out and then they started dating, and I tried to get over him, and with the help of my beloved friend Julia I realized that he was a thirsty man-hor. So yeah I got over him and by then him and his girlfriend broke up cuz hailey was having a couple of "problems" in her life. And now to think about it she cried cuz a kid said that she's not pretty, LIKE BITCH THATS NOTHING THAT I'VE BEEN THROUGH.

And a reminder I'm a emo girl, my parents beat me and treat me like shit, I've been bullied all my life, I'm a depressed and suicidal cutter. And there's a hell of a lot more about me, but that's too much to write.

Anyways that little bitch has been through nothing and is overreacting about it. So I just gave up on Dan. I just started enjoying being single again.