Diary of a Emo Girl

Chapter Eleven

Dear diary,

You know I like adam right? Well during that I realized that I MAY have developed a small crush on this kid in my school named Jesse. We are friends I guess, well we wld have been better of friends if his friend David wasn't a dick all the time. Ever since me and Jesse started talking David kept on saying that me and Jesse were dating and we started acting like we hate each other and the fact that dating each other is horrendous.

At times I think he's flirting but I don't know, most guys flirt without knowing. Like Ian likes tapping on my shoulder, and dragging me away with my chair, and winks at me but then pretends to have eye spasm, and yeah other stuff. See I think I lot like a guy so I can't tell a lotta stuff, that's one or the rare problems with being a tomboy XD

I think he was pretending to hate me I don't know. But he said a lotta mean things about me right in front of me face like he said I was ugly as hell, and that he would never date a indian girl (I'm indian by the way) and other means stuff. I really didn't care cuz I was used to be called worse, and I don't think he liked me but hey who knows. And from all the pressure that dickhead David put on us I thought I started developing slight feelings for Jesse and when I realized that I was like HELL NO, I AM NOT FUCKING GOING THROUGH THIS AGAIN. And thankfully winter break came :)