Diary of a Emo Girl

Chapter Thirteen

Dear diary,

Apparently someone leaked out my depression issues to Adam, and he's trying to "help me out" through it, first he asked me about my depression and why I have it, then he was asking me about my suicidalness, and then it was dead obvious that he didn't understand at all.

He thought I should go talk to someone and get help. First of all I don't need any help, I'm fairly happy in my current position, and I told him that plenty of times. I love that he's trying to help me out, but God I can't help but think that he's not the one I'm meant to be with. Well he already rejected me and now he's trying to be a "good" friend.

I don't get guys. I normally do, hell that's the reason most of my friends are guys, but in some cases I just don't fucking understand them. Amen to you Adam, you officially hurt my head. And now I over you. Even if you actually like me adam, you can never understand the hell I'm living in.