A/N : Ok this is my first story let alone writing something like this. But I know from my own experiences what it's like to have a "touch" of depression here and there( see what I did there 🌚), anyway this is in no way meant to be taken seriously. This is just a piece of my weird twisted imagination. My grammar is kinda trashy because I'm learning like 5 different languages at once right now but just correct me I guess.Also even though I've gone through some things I'll be writing about I did as much collective research as I could so I hope I don't offend anyone and if I do I'm sorry.Ok so on to the story.
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Leigh-Anne's POV
BEEP...BEEP...BEEP( I'm stuck in traffic- I'll stop here)
I wake up to the sound of my alarm clock ringing. I look over to my side and see it reads in big red letters 4:30 AM. I look outside and can basically feel the breeze as I see the trees blow through the window. I hear Jesy knock on my door I groan out a "come in" and she pokes her head in. "Morning bubs,I just came to wake you up to hang out but it seems your alarm beat me to it.", she says with a smile. I nod and mouth a silent "thank you"as she nods as a "you're welcome" and closes the door. Oh.. silly me I haven't introduced myself. I'm Leigh-Anne Pinnock 1/4 of the girl group Little Mix.
Now with that out of the way, I get up and grab one of my hoodies and a pair joggers obviously grabbing underwear and a bra on the way and make my way to the shower. I take a good 30 minutes , I mean that's not long I just do what you normally do in the shower. I had a world tour singing, I contemplated life, had random thoughts, and showered.
As I get down the stairs, the sight that greets me warms my heart. Jerrie( Jade and Perrie) are snuggled up together under a blanket on the floor watching Bambi as Jesy sits on the couch with a cup of hot chocolate in her hand. We all know that once Jade and Perrie get started on Disney they don't get distracted. Jesy looks over at me and pats the seat next to her. She leaned over and whispered in my ear, " how ya doin? You seem a bit off this morning.", she pulls back with a concerned look on her face while trying to study mine. ( A/N I know I know I'll stop 😏).
She was the only one who knew about my depressive episodes so she made sure to check on me frequently. I smiled at her and answered, "I'm fine I'm just tired.", and I meant it. I was telling the truth, I had my girls and couldn't be happier. That's all I remember as I tuck my head into Jesy's neck and fall asleep.
Jesy's POV
As Leigh answered my question I could tell she meant it. With Leigh-Anne you could tell her real smile from a fake one in an instant if you knew her well enough. Otherwise she'll have you fooled. I lift up part of the blanket I'm under as an invitation inside and she immediately takes the opportunity. After a while I hear small snores and I first look at Perrie because we all know that girl can sleep for days. As I peer down to the floor, I look at Perrie to see her gaze stuck to the T.V. unblinking. I crane my head to the side a bit to look at Leigh and see her sleeping with her head buried into the crook of my neck.
Oh my poor little Leigh-Leigh. She's been so tired these days and I don't like the reasons why. The girl can barley stand sometimes. I know it's a little mix of stuff making her the way she is. (A/N I had to do it sorry not sorry). Mixed with bad scheduling due to rehearsals, recordings, signings, and tours, and sleeping pills that I've told her not to take, she always crashes at the weirdest places. Jade once found her asleep on a pack of tortillas in the pantry.
I take my end of the blanket and wrap it around her as well and shift her down so her head's laying on my lap. I grab another blanket from the edge of the couch and wrap it around myself. I look down at her as I feel her shifting and mumbling. I start to play with her hair a little bit because I know it calms her down.
TIME SKIP BROUGHT TO YOU BY BALDEGDAH
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Still Jesy's POV
It's been about three hours of us just being lazy. Jade and Perrie made it up to Aladdin before they got hungry. I was dozing off from time to time. As I closed my eyes again I opened them to see Jade staring at me with her face close to mine. I yelp and jump a little. I check to see if I woke up Leigh but she was gone. I look around the lounge to see if I could find her before Jade made me look at her. She put on her best puppy dog eyes and started to slightly pout and opened her mouth to speak but I cut her off,
" Whatever you're about to ask for the answer is yes because I can't say no to you when you look that cute.", I say with a small sigh. As soon as the words came out of my mouth she smiled and said, " Pez get your stuff we're going to Nandos.". I went to go find Leigh-Anne.
As I walked inside the kitchen I found Leigh-Anne staring blankly at her phone screen. My heart shattered as I saw unshed tears in her eyes. I felt like I was looking at a sad puppy. I see her start to smile. It's not her normal smile. It's her " I hate my life smile". I gulp a bit as I see her start to shake her head. The voices have come out to play.
A/N Ok so I'm going to be ending it here. I don't really know where I'm going with this story but I don't know what I want the premise to be. Like I said before, none of this is to be taken seriously. I love Leigh-Anne more than I love some people in my life.
Also to make whoever reads this book laugh a little, I will be adding a meme in every chapter.
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