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It's been a couple days since Kaizer came back. I had accidentally slipped up and told him I loved him but I think I covered it up well. He hasn't said anything about it and I wanted to keep it like that.
I didn't wanna tell him I loved him because that seemed weird. I'm too young to love somebody, right?
I was also scared to tell him I loved him because the last people I told that to beat me black and blue. For what? I don't know.
I really believed my real parents hated me. Kaizer reminded me of them when he acted the way he did towards me.
When I was hurt they would laugh and not do anything. When I did right they treated me like I did wrong. And they would always put there hands on me.
Kaizer did the exact same thing's sometimes but it's ok, I guess.
There was a light knock on my door before he came in. He shut the door sitting down on my bed. He stared at me before sighing.
"I'm sorry." He said and I rolled my eyes.
"I know I say it all the time. Then still end up doing you wrong but I'm really sorry A'dream. I promise imma change. Imma go back to normal." He said.
"Can you show me you're sorry and gonna change instead of telling me?" I asked and he nodded.
"I gotta question." He said and my heart beat sped up a little bit.
"You remember when you said you loved me as a friend?" He asked and I nodded slowly.
"You know how it sounded fake?" He asked and I scrunched up my face.
"Yea that shit sounded fake, you said it fast as hell. So that leads to my next question." He said and i sighed.
"Do you love me? More than a friend?" He asked and I shook my head.
"No." I said and a tear ran down my face.
"No?" He asked and I nodded.
"Yes no. Now get out please." I said standing up. He looked at me confused as I grabbed his arm pulling him to the door.
"Dream why yo-"
"Bye Kai." I said pushing him out shutting the door. I did love him but I wasn't gon tell him. I ain't want him to hurt me.
I sat back down on my bed and a few moments later Kind came in.
"Hey A'dream you ok?" She asked and I nodded.
"Kaizer told me you put him out." She said with a chuckle sitting down on my bed.
"Yeah I did." I mumbled.
"What's wrong?" She asked.
"I love him that's what's wrong." I said and she smiled.
"Then tell him A'dream." She said and I shook my head.
