We both took a step back from the hug. I started into his eyes. I felt like I was in a trance. His eyes are a deep brown color and if you look at them for too long you start to feel like your falling. "I love you." He whispered. "I love you more..." I whispered back. He smiled. "Impossible." He said, but he barely spoke it. I could only hear the sound of his lips closing and parting, but it was still loud enough to where I could make out what he said. I smiled. He touched my hand and slowly our fingers intertwined. He bit his lip, but it wasn't the way that douche bags do when they take Instagram pictures, it was perfect. It was adorable. Freaking adorable. So...adorable. "Am I uh...interrupting something?" Somebody asked from the doorway. Sky and I immediately took a step back from each other. "Oh hey Trevor. No your not. We were just uh..." I tried to think of an excuse. Trevor smirked. "Mmhm you were just...?" He mocked. I blushed. "Not now Trevor." I warned. He laughed. "Well I should probably get home. I'll text you later okay?" Sky chuckled. "You two are so cute." Trevor laughed when Sky had gone. I raised my eyebrow. "I thought you were like...totally jelly." I said. He turned red with embarrassment. "I was. I thought that you and I had something. But he makes you so happy...I just want you to be happy." He told me. I smirked, slapped his face lightly but still enough to hurt, and then kissed his cheek. "Ow what was that for?!" He held his hand on his face. I laughed. "You deserved both of those." I said. He smiled. "I think people should get what they deserve. And they shouldn't get what they don't." I explained. "Is that so?" He asked. I nodded. "Then why is it that you continue to hurt yourself? Because you most certainly do NOT deserve that," He grabbed my arm and rolled up my sleeves, "you don't deserve any of these damn things." He said. "Trevor. Don't go all Augustus Waters on me." I said, trying to avoid having to answer his question, because I know he's right. He rolled his eyes and laughed, but then stared at me, still expecting an answer. I sighed. "I dunno." I shrugged. He hugged me. "It's obvious Sky cares about you. Not more than I do, but he definitely cares about you. And so do all the rest of us. So don't hurt yourself. Ever. Again. Or else I will be pissed. Got it?" He scolded. I smiled and nodded. He smiled back and then left the room. I got my phone and scrolled through my old contacts. My thumb landed on a name that made my mind race with so many memories. Caley. I've known Caley since I was like two. She lived next to the orphanage. We were best friends. Best friends. BEST FRIENDS. But then I got adopted and we just kinda...lost touch. Should I text her? I tapped her contact and hit 'message.' What should I say? It took me awhile but finally I settled with this:
It's been a while. Sorry. I miss you though. Do you know how much I've been through??? So many things have happened and I wish I could have had you next to me through it all. I'll see if you respond to this before I say anything else...
frantasticlaptop is playing Caley, Delilah's best friend. Connors girlfriend still needs a character though!!!!! Love y'all.
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Please Don't Help Me
FanfictionTrigger warning (self harm, eating disorders, suicidal thought, depression) What happens when Delilah is adopted by o2l? Can she be saved from the demons holding her down? ***I APOLOGIZE FOR WRITING THIS I WAS IN LIKE 6TH GRADE!!! IT LITERALLY SOUN...
