"I...I can't live here anymore." She said. I felt my heart shatter and then hit the ground. "What....what do you mean?" I asked, my voice cracking as I spoke. "You mean you want to go back to the orphanage? But why? We love you." Sam said. His voice faded as he reached the end of his sentence. "No." She shook her head. I let out a sigh of relief. "Damn! Don't scare us like that!" Kian shouted and squeezed her into a hug. She smiled for a second and let out an obviously forced laugh. "So...what do you mean?" Trevor asked causing us all to go silent again. "I...I mean that I don't want to live here anymore.....I don't want to live ANYWHERE anymore." She tried to explain. A confused expression came across my face but then it hit me...like a brick. "No no no!!!!!!" I screamed and shot up off the couch. "Wait what?!?" Jc asked frantically. I felt my eyes fill up with tears and I slammed my fist onto the table."Delilah......no.....please....please no......You can't do this to me Delilah...everything is going to be okay. I promise." I could barely get my words out I was breathing so hard. "I'm sorry...but I have to." She whispered. "Have to what?!? God dammit Connor what are you two talking about?!??" Kian shouted. "She....she wants to..." I couldn't get the last words to come out with sound. "She wants to what?!" Sam jumped in. "She wants to kill herself." The whole room got so quiet that you could here a pin drop. "Delilah....you...you want.." Before Ricky could finish she fell to the ground in tears.
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FanfictionTrigger warning (self harm, eating disorders, suicidal thought, depression) What happens when Delilah is adopted by o2l? Can she be saved from the demons holding her down? ***I APOLOGIZE FOR WRITING THIS I WAS IN LIKE 6TH GRADE!!! IT LITERALLY SOUN...
