"You think she's telling the truth about the whole suicide thing?" I asked Connor. He just stared at me. "I guess that's a yes..." I whispered. He closed his eyes and put his head in his hands. When he looked back up he had tears coming down his cheeks. "I don't know what we are supposed to do. What if she actually does it? What if she actually kills herself?" He asked me. This time I didn't answer. "Dude I guess we just can't think about that." I shrugged. "Jc we have to think about it! She could kill herself. She could end her freaking life! We HAVE to think about it!" He snapped. Usually I would have said something nasty back to him but I know he's going through a hard time. So I just didn't say anything. We sat in silence but the rest of the room was full of whispers and sniffles. "Hey guys?" Somebody asked from the staircase. We all whipped our heads around to make sure she was okay. "Phew Delilah you scared us!" Trevor said while taking deep breaths. We all laughed. "Whatcha need sweetie?" Connor asked her. "I was just wondering where you guys kept your pills?" She asked. We all exchanged glances. Her face turned red from embarrassment. "No no not for that!! I'm just not feeling that good." She explained. We all let out sighs of relief. "Awe what's wrong?" Kian asked. "I don't know I'm just...not feeling good I guess." She shrugged. We all nodded. "Okay well it's up in the cabinet in the kitchen. And read the directions! Don't take anymore then you are supposed to! And if you need any help just tell us okay?" Connor said sounding like a very overprotective parent. Delilah just rolled her eyes and walked into the kitchen. He scoffed causing us all to crack up. "Oh you just got dissed by a girl!" Ricky and Kian said at the same time and them high fived eachother. "Slay Delilah!!" Trevor yelled into the kitchen. "Thank you Trevor." Delilah yelled back. I wasn't paying attention though. I was thinking about Delilah. Should we watch her take those pills? What if she takes to many? What if this...is her suicide? I got up and ran to the kitchen to find her sitting up on the counter looking through our pill bottles. "Delilah." I said causing her to jump and almost fall. I ran over ready to catch her if she did fall. Luckily she didn't. She face palmed herself. "Damn Jc don't do that to me." She shook her head. I raised my eyebrow at her. "Excuse me young lady?" I asked. Her eyes went wide. "Oh shoot I'm sorry I didn't mean to say that." She quickly apologized. "Connor get in here!!!" I yelled making Delilah almost cry. Gosh I'm so mean! "Yeah?" He asked. "Well it seems as if your daughter has used a cuss word. And we all know it is a HUGE rule that there is no cussing in this house!" I explained. Connor smirked at me. I nodded my head at him. I hope he plays along. "Delilah is this true?" He asked in a very disappointed tone. Yes, he's playing along to! I had to hold in my laughter. "Well yeah but-" she started to say but he cut her off with a gasp. "Delilah! Jc do you think we should do it?" He asked me. I pretended to be shocked. "Do it?! But Connor she didn't know!" I gasped. He shook his head. "Yes but Jc there are no exceptions!" He snapped. I had to press my lips together to keep from bursting out laughing now. "Do what?!?" Delilah asked frantically. We ignored her and continued to fake argue over if we should 'do it' or not. We don't even know what 'it' is! "I think we should do it. Delilah I'm sorry to say this but-" I started cracking up before Connor could finish. He started laughing too and Delilah just sat there with a confused look on her face. "Awe Delilah we are so sorry!" Connor apologized while still laughing and we hugged her. "Wait...so I'm not in trouble?" She asked. We shook our heads. "No of course not! We cuss like every 5 seconds (of summer) in this house!" I explained. Her jaw dropped and she looked really mad. "I can't believe you two!" She scoffed. We laughed even more. "Oh Delilah we love you so much." Connor said while kissing her on the cheek. I kissed her head and then ruffled her hair. "Yeah yeah yeah I love you too." She rolled her eyes. Connor and I lifted her up and carried her to the couch where we began tickling her. Wow..we just stopped a possible suicide.
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Please Don't Help Me
FanfictionTrigger warning (self harm, eating disorders, suicidal thought, depression) What happens when Delilah is adopted by o2l? Can she be saved from the demons holding her down? ***I APOLOGIZE FOR WRITING THIS I WAS IN LIKE 6TH GRADE!!! IT LITERALLY SOUN...
