Please Don't Help Me

Rickys POV

Delilah gave us each a hug, told us goodnight, and then ran up to her room. We all just sat there stuffed from our tacos. "So..." I said, breaking the silence. "Do you guys think she likes it here?" Connor frowned. "I bet she likes it better than an orphanage or a house where she gets abused!" Kian noted. We all sighed. "I think she'll like it more once she gets used to it." Jc stated. We all nodded. "But she's got a pretty shitty past." Kian added. "Yeah I know right." We all agreed. "I can't believe how she said she's tried suicide before. I mean like damn that just made my heart drop. Suicide? I guess I've thought about it once or twice but I've never actually tried." Connor shook his head. "I hope we can help her get through that." I said. "Same here. We made up and we talked about private stuff. She's really traumatized by the whole abuse thing." Sam told us. "Well yeah! Anybody would be dumbass!" Kian chuckled. We all shot him dirty looks. "Dude I'm serious." Sam retorted. "Yeah so am I! With a messed up life like that anybody would be." Kian told him. Sam shrugged. "Well okay we need to watch her. We can assign jobs." Connor exclaimed. "Kian and Trevor you guys make sure that she eats. Sam and Ricky make sure she doesn't cut. And Jc and I can make sure she doesn't do anything like suicide and we need to ask her if she's okay a lot incase she's even THINKING a single thought about suicide. I can't let that happen." He continued. "Yeah I think that'll work." I said and we all talked with our 'partners' about our 'jobs'. I walked with Sam over to the couch. "So how do you wanna do this?" I asked. "Well how about you can go up and check on her when she's in her room alone during the day and I'll do it at night." He suggested. "Yeah sure." I nodded. "And when we catch her doing it we can just text each other so we can both talk her out of it." I continued. "Yeah. So should we go check on her right now?" He asked. I shrugged. "Nah I think she's good." I answered. "Okay. And I'm glad I got her to eat. All I had to do was make her think I was gonna tell Connor that she was still starving herself." He said. "Yeah so am I. I don't want her getting sick." I said back. "You don't think that she does that thing where she eats and then throws it back up do you? I saw something like that on a full house episode. Except for instead of DJ throwing her food up she-" I started to explain but Sam stopped me. "Dude I doth care about full house. And I don't know, that's Kian and Trevor's job. We don't need to check on her." He said while leaning back on the couch. Now I wish we would've checked on her because then we would've found out the truth.....