𝖠𝖫𝖫 𝖨𝖭 ✩ 𝖲.𝖧𝖶 + 𝖸.𝖪𝖧 ✔︎

『 28 』

~Kihyun~

It has been a really stressful week, if I could quick the job I would but I can't. I also have a compete after our exams.

The music box Hyunwoo gave me helped me calm down and focus on my reviewers.

The envelopes also kept coming. I guess, he has no intention to stop.

The first blue note that I received this week was, "Until my last day comes, I'll always be with you."

I was in my own home when I received it so I called Hyunwoo who was with Jooheon.

"Hello Hyunwoo," I said with enthusiasm.

"Hi Hamzzi, have you received the envelope?"

"Yes, I did. That's actually the reason why I called you."

"So you don't miss me?" I can see him pouting even though I can't actually see him.

"Of course, I do. That's the second reason."

"So, what's the first reason?"

"I saw the blue note, is it true? Are you really willing to spend your whole life with me?"

"Of course I do...Oh, wait.....I got to go. Bye Hamzzi"

"Bye-"

He immediately hunged up the phone. I know that we need to study so I understand why he ended the call so quickly.

I continued to study until I heard our doorbell rang.

Who could it be? If it was Minhyuk or Hyungwon, they would literally just break the door.

I slowly opened the door and saw a tall figure standing on my doorstep.

"Hamzzi" Hyunwoo smiled at me, he was carrying a bag in his hands.

"Hyunwoo? What are you doing here?"

"Well, I want to study with you if that's alright?"

"Of course it is, come in."

He sat down on the couch and gestured me to sat beside him.

"You look like you have been studying for hours. You should take a break, I brought chicken"

"Really? Thank you. I do really need a break."

We washed our hands before eating the chicken.

"Do you have hot sauce?" he asked while waiting for me to finish washing my hands.

"It's on the top shelf."

He looked up at where it was and grabbed the bottle. I can hear him giggling from behind.

"Why are you giggling?"

"Nothing" he chuckled.

"Tell me" I pouted, this is the only way that I can persuade him.

"How can you reach the top shelf?"

"I knew it." I turned my back to him and was about to go back to the living room when he grabbed my wrist and pulled me closer, making me stop from leaving.

"I'm just kidding but how do you reach it?"

"Easy, I stand on a stool."

We went back to the living room and ate the chicken.

When he ate his chicken with hot sauce, he hiccuped. He didn't stop so I got worried.

I rushed into the kitchen and grabbed a glass of water and quickly gave it to him.

"Drink it."

I watched as he quickly drank the water.

"Thank you. I hiccup when I eat spicy food."

"How cute."

We continued to eat and I forced him to give up the hot sauce because even though he looks cute while hiccuping, I don't want him to choke on food.

"Hyunwoo, I want to ask you again about the note."

"What about it?"

"You're actually willing to spend your whole life with me?"

"Yes, how about you?"

"I do but don't you think that things go by quickly."

"What do you mean?"

"Well, we met months ago and we already love each other."

"Rose and Jack were only together for a few days but their love for each other lasted for years."

I smiled in reply as we continued to eat. We did many things together. I am usually stressed when studying but whenever he's with me, I feel great. I don't feel any stress.

He left as soon as it got dark because I know that my parents will be home. I don't feel excited seeing them, I just want time to pass quickly so I don't have to struggle on an awkward conversation.

Time went by fast, the next day was alright. I walked with Hyungwon to school and like before, we passed by Bang Chan who was waiting on the sidewalk.

He gave me another envelope before quickly running into our school. I feel slightly embarrassed due to the fact he is using his sources to give me an envelope but I slowly got used to it.

The envelope contains the blue note that I always receive every day.

"Keep smiling :)"

We bond together by studying every day. Our exams are very near and it's stressing me out. I hope I pass this test.

I'm sure that my friends will pass it but mine is different. I need to get full marks on everything. I don't want to mention what will happen if I didn't ace every test.

Many days came by and nothing much happened. I didn't interact with any people other than my friends.

I locked myself in my room in Minhyuk's house where I received Hyunwoo's envelopes through the gap under the door.

Whenever I get stressed out, all the things that he gave me helps me to focus.

The first envelope that I received contains a simple blue note, "I couldn't help but smile every time I see you."

He knows how to make a heart flutter.

The envelope that I received the next day made me tear up, "H.O.P.E.: Hold On, Pain Ends"

I am holding on but if it becomes too much, I will not hesitate to let go. Because letting go is easier than to hold on.