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i wake up to a ping from my phone. i rub my eyes and roll over to see a message from alex. why the fuck is he texting me this early for gods sake.

oh wait, it's 1:26pm. whoops.

alex
hey, we're having a few
drinks tonight with some
friends, did you wanna
come? if you don't drink
or don't feel comfortable
that's okay.

last time i got drunk i woke up in a random girls bed who lived over an hour away from me and couldn't remember how the fuck i got there. this sounds like a great idea.

hold on but what if when i get drunk i reveal my past? the fuck am i gonna do them?

eh fuck it. this is a great way to fit in and meet some new people. i think that's my new plan. and i'm sure if they're friends of alex then they'll play mr nice guy too.

dylan
hey, yeah i'd be up for that.
tell me what time i should
come and if i should bring
any drinks and i'll be there.

now at least i have some motivation to get out of bed and not mope around for the next couple of days. also i need a piss.

i plod to the kitchen to get some food, thinking about what i should wear tonight. since i got here all i've worn is my oversized zip up hoodie.

i'm in the middle of getting a bowl of kraves (best cereal out there btw) when my phone pings again. i finish pouring the milk, grab a spoon and head to my couch, pulling out my phone from my back pocket before i sit down to check my messages.

alex
uh around 8? and you
can bring some drinks
if you want but you don't
have to, i think the others
are bringing some too.

dylan
okay, see you then :)
read 1:37pm

fuck yesss i have an excuse to buy alcohol. well an excuse to myself. you see me and alcohol don't exactly have the best relationship, love and hate you know?

sometimes my body can take it, others it literally can't and i look like a pissy little lightweight.

let's hope my body decides to aid me in my quest to impressing the boys with my super cool drinking abilities😎.

time to find a nice casual outfit. or something that stands out?

i know what you're thinking, 'bUt dyLaN yOu CaMe hERe tO nOt stANd oUt'

yeah fuck it. live for the little things innit?

after what seemed like forever, i finally decided on an outfit. kinda wanted to just be comfy tbh. now i know exactly what to do. i find the nearest mirror and take a photo.

th0tflav0ur3djuu1p0d

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th0tflav0ur3djuu1p0d: going out for once :)

user1: i can tell you're so pretty

user2: first! pls reply xxxxx

user3: i want your style omds
~user4: it's literally a top and joggers i-

user5: show your face pussy😾
~th0tflav0ur3djuu1p0d: never😼

every single post at least one person calls me a pussy. bruh. i'm never gonna face reveal so them mfks die not knowing what i look like.

i post it on my story with the song sweater weather by the neighbourhood, love that song ;)

why don't more people hide their face though, you have privacy and no one can call you clapped- big W.

i'm actually curious, there has to be someone that hides their face online, like youtube or something? let's find out.

i open up my laptop and type 'youtubers who hide their face' in the search bar. i click on the top video which titles: 'top 5 youtubers who hide their face'.

the guy starts of with 5, who is someone named kwite? then goes through a couple more, i knew there had to be youtubers out there that also hide their face.

number two is a guy named dream, who does minecraft videos with a guy named george. is everyone in england called george or what? don't really think his videos are in my demographic.

eventually he got to number one, a guy named memeulous. weird name but i cant really judge my names fucking thot flavoured juul pod. still i'm kinda intrigued, he seemed quite funny.

i search up his channel name and scan through his video titles. wait he done an eye reveal? i click on the video and am greeted by a british accent, thank fuck i don't think i would've been able to sit through this video if he was american.

he takes off his sunglasses to reveal piercing blue eyes, i thought my eyes were blue but these were a different fucking level. i could tell he was attractive just by his eyes.

i subscribe to his channel and close the lid of my laptop. i'll probably binge his videos later as he was really funny. his voice also sounded weirdly nostalgic and comforting.

right. i need to go and buy some booze. but first i need to smoke. i grab my lighter, take off my necklace and head to the balcony.

while i smoke i think about tonight, actually pretty excited tbh, i hardly ever drink with people, normally i just drink on my own when i feel like shit.

let's hope i keep my big mouth shut tonight and don't fuck things up like every other place i've lived. i like this place and i don't want to move anywhere else, london's growing on me.

i need to forget everything.