Will there be love - COMPLETED (18+)

Agastya Speaks

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Indu

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Agastya POV

I wish Naina does not look at me like she is looking at me right now her forehead is itched with a frown and she is nervously biting her lips and her cheeks are all red due to the wind. Can someone just tell her to stop biting her lips because I am so in the mood to help in biting her lips.

Her lips damn they were the sweetest thing I have ever tasted, they were plump and red just like cherries but they tasted like strawberries. I had one taste of them and I was craving for more. When I saw her in that dress all I wanted to do was walk up to her, swiftly grab her into my arms and take her lips in mine. I was acting like a crazy hormonal teenager.

I had many girls honestly but none holds the magic as her because I genuinely do care about her. I don't want to hurt her and I know I did just that when she spitted out those words at me and yes it did throw arrows at my heart. I never wanted her to feel so low about herself with my proposal and I have decided that I had to let go. Her words spoke volumes about how hurt she was with forcing this proposal down her throat. I decided to give up she should not feel like she was selling herself to me without any values or ethics. I did not want her to feel like I was using her like a tissue. Yes, I cornered her but I always planned to give her the happiness and care that she deserves. I wanted her to take up this proposal, yes, but I know she would never take a chance for it because of my history of affairs. Truth to be said it was all fulfilling the physical needs I had but never the emotional part. 

One drunk night and moving on that has been my kind of tradition. In the morning I am a hot-headed businessman and in the night I was a husband in pain mourning his wife, drinking alcohol grieving for his wife, and trying to imagine her in these women I have bed with. My drunken endeavors changed after my mom's warning after she saw a news report on me. 

I was still flirting with girls but without alcohol, I could never get myself to have this silly one-night stands because I realized that I was only imagining Mahi in them. Sometimes my pain wins over and I get drunk and commit mistakes but I know in my heart that it was all my physical need and alcohol doings. The one flaw in me is that being a billionaire attracts attention and I end up being seduced by every other female. Liquor and seduction do not help my situation, in the end, I am a guy with whom seduction and liquor keeps playing with me.

 Naina was so different than the regular women I have come to know her when I was sane enough. I come to like and care about her. Her pain and scars spoke volumes and I have derived that we were both two lost souls aching inside and all we want was someone to get us out of the darkness. I come to realize that I don't have to be drunk to get attracted to her. She has a natural charm, she makes me smile, her antics make me amused, and her sarcasm to show my real face makes her the most interesting person. The maturity she had shown when I spoke about Mahi the advice she had given me gave me the idea to pursue her. That day I took an oath that I would give her whatever I could like loyalty, trust, freedom, warmth and long lovemaking sessions

Yes, she did say that ...

A few months back

This was after I revealed my past to her and the actions which followed and she just heard me without any judgments. The chemistry we share was obvious and I know my mom already loves her. How do I know that?